Wasn't really calm at all, was a total nervious wreck.
Tis why they had to sedate me for the night. Plus they were worried I was going to have another heart attack or another stroke.
The day it happened, happened to be our Wedding Anniversary
Nerves are still bad... but am trying to cope.
Read a lot of books on "Coping" with stress and such, when I was in my 20s, and those techniques have helped me in this situation I think.
I learned that this 49 year old man, had been a firefighter & volunteer firefighter for nearly 35 years. He was also in the Navy.
Quote from his Obituary, about him.
"EMT, Fire & Rescue Specialist, and Captain,HVAC Technician"
He will be receiving a Full Firefighters Funeral.
It has been all over the News/Tv.
The obituary says, In lieu of flowers the family requests donations be made to the Medical Account for his son battling Lyme Disease.
Makes me so so, Sad.
The car seat I saw was small, so the little boy must be young. So awful that he has lost his Daddy!
The heartbreak of it all!
Ironically, He Man was in my High School, one year older than me.
Suppose that is why his name seemed so familiar to me. Kept thinking I was going crazy when I would tell someone that his name seemed familiar to me.
His Dear Mother And Father have now lost two of their Sons to wrecks. ... so awfully sad.
Still just numb...
My back procedure went well. Still hurting and sore, but am hopeful it will give me some measure of pain relief. It was just the first, in a series of three shots. Last time they did the series of three, the third time was burning my nerve in two. For some people the third procedure is a shot. Not certain yet what they will do. Usually the burning of the nerve last for a year, before the nerve grows back. But when they burn the nerve, it is extremely painful for a long while.
Will just wait and see how this goes. While I am hurting now, I am still sort of numb inside, as far as the nerve in my back is concerned.
Trying to hope, and think positive about the results..but also realistic, as I have been through this off/on for years.
I was shocked at the total numbers. I was thinking I had clicked more last month, than I did this month. Know we arent counting last month, but was just meaning it felt like I hadn't done enough clicks for you, as I was feeling guilty that I have been so busy lately and not clicked very much. But, Guess I clicked more than I thought.
Will not haggle with you, whatever you decide to do is fine.
Just glad I was able to help you with growing your Knuffles, and I have so enjoyed meeting and talking with you.
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