Kingdom of Knuffel

I see some of chibi's works on there ovo tell her to never stop drawing ^w^ they get better and better each time I see them! I still have the gargoyle she drew me, though it's packed up because of that bug scare =A=


Head start is basically just half a day (unless its changed since I was in head start..) so she'd still be able to experience that older sister thing >->, not like she's being sent off to boarding school.

Barely functioning, keep having to switch glasses like an old lady. Head spin but before this I was so dizzy I fell in the street, Was fine, am really good at landing on my hands and butt. Protect the head at all costs...

OnO that's not good. get some rest!


I was pretty sick this morning myself. ono

update: still super sick, boyfriend is finally being nice again, Someone told me that's how abuse works, don't know, will care later, when I looked up at the sky today I felt like I was falling into it, always falling into it, Something is wrong, I've been falling into the sky for a long time now, Seeing the doctor if this doesn't stop, Probably need a hospital but I don't have time for that shit.

Time or not, I'd still go to the hospital. That or make a doctor appointment asap.

And yes, that is how abuse works. It's a trick abusers use to make their partners feel needed after they've hurt them. I've seen it time and time again with friends. People like that, it's best to cut contact with them as soon as you can.

Spending time with him makes me bored and saying I love him is the biggest lie I've ever told. I don't want him anymore. I'm having fun on my own and I don't feel like I need him anymore. I do worry about me going to the hospital, I'll lose contact with you guys. That's gonna hurt like hell.

They don't have wifi there? o3o the hospitals here do.

Even if they don't it'll be a short while and we'll still be here when you come back. ovo


And if you've lost interest in him, cut him loose. It's not fair to either of you to keep it going.

our hospital is connected to the child one. Sites like these are blocked unless you got lucky and the dude before you cracked it for that room. The adult ones don't have as many cracked ones since the diabetic teenagers are the ones who crack them on the reg. I spent a few weeks in the hospital last time and the nurse offered to hook me up with a diabetic cracker kid but my mom was staying with me 24 7 so she refused it insisting all we do is watch tv.

If I stay again all I'll have is my phone. If it's a long stay I'll get some help from a cracker kid. My mom probably won't stay with me 24 7 since she needs a real bed to sleep in.

Wooow o-o our hospitals here don't block websites. My devices, let me do what ever I want on them.

I understand schools having blocks (easy to bypass) but hospitals. wtf... where the hell do you live?

I don't understand it either DK. Kids that age don't even have the keyboard within reach they keep it in a locked cabinet and only open it if requested. The stuff they go through to keep the internet away from everyone is just annoying. They give you the keyboard first thing when you get put in your room anyways to teach us how to get out of bed safely or if we're a drugged or just life fall risk they lock the rails and hook the IV into the wall and they do a few mock nurse calls every shift change then lock it away again.