yeah. end of the month (30th). Birthdays and Christmases are always difficult for me, because they're just reminders that I'll never be good enough for my parents, and that they don't give enough of a fuck about me to bother with getting me gifts that fit my interests or needs properly.

*hug* I had the best birthday ever this year because I just gave stuff (cake) instead of waiting for someone to give me something.

Wish I could get you something, but please know that I wish you the best!

...And Galeas was going to offer a hug, but he tripped.

you're fine. It's less about the gifts and more about the clear lack of caring about me that bothers me. Along with clear lack of respect for me as a person, and the trauma that comes from all of that. I will never be my parents' favorite. Trying to get to the point where I can be upset about that but not let it take over my brain has been my biggest struggle.

It took me a long time. *hug*

I found a pattern for a dress form for dolls built like the Maplea Girl you sent me ages ago. So once I make it, I'll be able to properly make clothing for her. I have a LOT of patterns that I wanna make for her...

Awww, I was thinking about her the other day. I've another doll in that size range here now besides Harper. She's a Daisy Kingdom Patsy clone that I named Donna.

Sorry for taking so long to reply, busy and crazy weekend.

no worries. things have been weird here. lots of migraines because of the weather... did get my back adjusted yesterday, long overdue for that... my neck was very crunchy. lol

I've a bit of a headache from the weather, but I think it came from the stress of being in a market tent while the wind was trying to run off with it. *hug*

0_0 That sounds scary af. You weren't hurt, right?

Not by that. No. But I wound up with chapped lips from talking in the wind, had to use lip balm, and last night the pain from cold sores was keeping me awake. heh.

I'm sooo dizzy from trying to eat better. *shakes head at self*