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@jacob: Haha, I have a different issue with masks gifted by someone :D My mom works as a tailor and they sew the masks nowadays, so she takes some for herself and by chance gave us a few. First ones are pretty great, although they take long to get on the face because we have to tie up the strings (it's hella hard with long hair XD) but lately she gave us ones that are with elastic, and though I like the patterns, they're too big for my tiny face XD *cries in dwarf*
That's why I was thinking of still keeping my job and partially start the business on the side. We have savings, but you know they're not there to support is in case of some financial fiasco. We're actually counting on estate rates to go low due to the pandemic and maybe then we'd manage to buy a place instead of renting. Ash saw some house designs and is now hyped over getting a house instead of an apartment XD So yeah, I'm stressing over that business and how I'm going to jugle my time with normal job, business job, writing, ratties, Ash... sounds a little kamikaze to me
Am I crazy or is it doable? It's so stressful XD
@Zia: I'm pretty good. The meds seem to be working, although I wonder if it's only the meds and if so, how am I going to function when they're over and do I have to go back to that not-so-great psychiatrist or should I find someone else and gosh, it's a spiral of doubt
Overall, though, I'm doing much better. I might not come back to that psychiatrist, I think I'll just make an appointment with someone from my therapist's office. Therapy definitely helps, too. I feel super blessed with my therapist. She's really sweet and kind and doesn't push and yet I keep coming to huge conclusions on our sessions. Though maybe to a less messed up person they would be tiny or even obvious
@Moi: Renting out is a good money maker. But hopefully your dad will stick around for longer ;)
Yeah, funny how we value pieces of paper... And cut valueable trees to make them... It's crazy to me, tbh. Can't we just barter like in the old days? XD