I love reading about similar things, but it makes me so anxious and afraid about my life, I do not do it too often. Though what I like the most is all types of videos where professionals dissect and discuss criminal scenes from the movies. I am a very curious person, so when I hear them saying "this is not a way of disposing human body efficiently", I need to go and google why, what would work better, etc. Learning how human body reacts to different chemical and treatments is quite fascinating.

i like it better when it's fiction. when it happens to real people i just kind of get caught up in how tragic it is. fictional mysteries are always really interesting to me, though.

I loooove true crime. I listen to several different podcasts, watch shows and documentaries and read stuff about true crime all the time. Does anyone remember the Chris Watts case? Where his pregnant wife and daughters went “missing”? When I first heard about it I had said he did it, and then I was right. Recently all the stuff came out about the case and the police tapes and stuff and it was so interesting but also horrifying.

I think that’s what people don’t understand is I don’t ENJOY the things that have happened to people but it’s interesting to learn about them. I can’t wrap my mind around how another person could be lacking so much emotionally that they’re able to kill another human it’s crazy.

my mom likes watching stuff like that. I can't handle it, because no matter what, my empathy gets in the way and I end up a mess.