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Ayame!! Where did you go???
She fled the country and moved to Japan!  17%  [ 80 ]
Real life ate her up.  19%  [ 92 ]
She was abducted by Ninjas.  13%  [ 60 ]
She's been locked in a freezer at work and no one's found her yet.  9%  [ 42 ]
She's actually been lurking this whole time!  11%  [ 53 ]
She hates us!  7%  [ 32 ]
She hates Aki. <-- Accurate :(  25%  [ 119 ]
Total votes : 478
 Post subject: Re: Bento Box { Come back, Aya!!! }
Posted: Jan 13th, '16, 13:27    


light_sucks

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I know! She's so stubborn. I'm going to try to visit her today if they'll let me.
At least she got some life in. It's sad she died so young. I'm sorry.

Yeah, it really sucks. And then you feel guilty about wishing they would die. Ugh. Life is hard.


Yeah, me too. He was the best. I like a lot of his other stuff too. Such a beautiful voice.

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 Post subject: Re: Bento Box { Come back, Aya!!! }
Posted: Jan 13th, '16, 20:48    


Moi

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You have hugged Moi!


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I love stubborn elderly people 8u/
Like my grandpa was dying, but he hasn't seen me and my sister, and as soon as we went to tell him goodbye, he died. I know he was waiting for us, and when we told him bye, he felt he could finally pass on. My grandpa was a great man ;;
It was funny too because my aunt and mom put his medicine in a milkshake and they were like "Here, Dad 8D/" and he was like ">>.....You put something in this, didn't you >BU"

I have a few memories of her. She came over to my house sometimes, and we'd listen to music and draw. This one time, my mom was taking her home, and we were playing ball in the car, and one of us accidentally threw it out the window, and my mom got stopped for it xD
We went to the grocery store, and her parents walked out, and told us she had died. I remember my parents being upset. I was kind of at a loss for words. It was like I was sad, but didn't quite understand. I visited her grave during my religious anxiety. I took her a pretty, fresh flower. I was reminded of her during the anxiety, because she was really upset, and afraid she wouldn't go to heaven. My mom said she came to her one day, crying, and told her "I don't think I will go to heaven!" and my mom comforted her.
It's fucking shit for a KID to be afraid they won't go to heave, Kids should be worrying about summer and camp and going on field trips xD

I prayed so hard to God not to let my grandpa die. I eventually knew that he was going to die, so I asked for God to take him peacefully. I actually cried so hard before he died, that at his funeral, I didn't cry. And I know that when a person dies, they're no longer there. My uncle is religious, and he told us my grandpa's soul passed on, and he's with my grandma, and he's happy now. But all I could think was "I won't ever see him again..."


I didn't know much about him. I didn't even know he was sick. But he'll always remind me of Labyrinth xD
My uncle was dating a girl when I was little, and she LOVED fantasy, and fairytales, and such. She's the one that got me to watch it, and I loved it xD

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A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears."



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 Post subject: Re: Bento Box { Come back, Aya!!! }
Posted: Jan 14th, '16, 12:57    


light_sucks

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I like it to a point. Sometimes they're really annoying. Like when they're stubborn about something that they're completely wrong about. That irritates me. lol.

Poor thing. That is really sad. That's a big reason I'm so against organized religion. You're terrorizing children. I remember when I was a kid I was so terrified that god was going to smite me for something or another.

Well you believe in the afterlife right? If you're right you'll get to see both of them again. That'd be nice.


I had no idea he was sick either. I hate cancer. It really sucks.

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 Post subject: Re: Bento Box { Come back, Aya!!! }
Posted: Jan 14th, '16, 20:12    


Moi

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Yeah xD

My school told us once that "You should be thankful! God could kill you at any second! So thank him for your life!"

Actually, I do believe there's an afterlife. I don't know what it is, but after seeing so much ghost-related stuff, I stand firm. But I'm scared I won't go somewhere nice or won't see anyone anymore xD

I lost many people to cancer. It sucks so bad.




This guy said he's tired of the world, and he's going to build a bomb shelter, and fill it with cereal and milk, and live in it xD

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"I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears."



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 Post subject: Re: Bento Box { Come back, Aya!!! }
Posted: Jan 15th, '16, 02:20    


light_sucks

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You're a good person. If the god you believe in is just I'm sure they'll let you in the nice place. If not they're not really worth worshipping.


That's silly. I would like to be able to make a bomb shelter kind of thing. It would be really cool. It could double as a hide away from stupid people area. lol.

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 Post subject: Re: Bento Box { Come back, Aya!!! }
Posted: Jan 15th, '16, 03:25    


Moi

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I freak out sometimes, thinking God is some other god of a religion, and I'm doing it wrong, and I'll get punished xD

My aunt has a shower curtain that ha verses on it, and this one I really like:
If I speak in the tongues of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal.
If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing.
If I give all I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may boast, but do not have love, I gain nothing.


The thing is, I've seen other religious people from different religions, say the SAME thing.
And yet, they're not CHRISTIANS, so they're going to hell.
Like really <<



I want one to live in every day because the world is going crazy 8u

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"I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears."



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 Post subject: Re: Bento Box { Come back, Aya!!! }
Posted: Jan 15th, '16, 17:24    


light_sucks

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That's another reason that I don't believe in any of them. There are way too many for all of them to be right. But it's definitely possible that they're all wrong.

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 Post subject: Re: Bento Box { Come back, Aya!!! }
Posted: Jan 15th, '16, 20:40    


Moi

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I pray to whatever is there, and I ask for forgiveness, and for my loved ones to be safe, and happy.
I pray for myself, mostly about my anxiety problems.

It's funny because remember I told you what happened to Aki's mom?
It scared me from asking for anything for myself xD

Me: God, I would love a million dollars 8u
God: 8u -destroys everything I own-
Me: 8u.....WHY!?





In my heart, I feel that as long as people try to be good, that's what matters. Not sex before marriage, not being gay, not specific races, no specific religion or lack of, etc.

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"I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears."



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 Post subject: Re: Bento Box { Come back, Aya!!! }
Posted: Jan 16th, '16, 02:36    


light_sucks

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I'm sorry hun.

Like I said, that totally wasn't your fault. You had nothing to do with it. People just die sometimes.

That's a good way to think. I hate super judgy people. So annoying.

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 Post subject: Re: Bento Box { Come back, Aya!!! }
Posted: Jan 16th, '16, 02:54    


Moi

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I just can't understand why a god that preaches love, and forgiveness, couldn't do the same thing xD

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"I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears."



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