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 Post subject: Re: • • D a r k † S o c i e t y • • (Everyone is Welcome!)
Posted: Dec 8th, '18, 23:04    


Moi

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I think it comes from watching people. I've always been quiet and chose to watch people interact instead of interacting with them.
I've also read a lot of true crime stories.
I consider myself an Empath too xD;

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A world of fragile things
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 Post subject: Re: • • D a r k † S o c i e t y • • (Everyone is Welcome!)
Posted: Dec 8th, '18, 23:30    


Akili Li

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Aaaah, how can you stand to watch horror when you're an Empath? Do you consider it training to help you close off?

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I want to buy or trade for these knuffels:
Earth Gen 18, Light Gen 19, Fire Gen 21, Air/Light/Water Gen 22, Light Gen 23, Earth/Light Gen 25, Darkness Gen 26.
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 Post subject: Re: • • D a r k † S o c i e t y • • (Everyone is Welcome!)
Posted: Dec 9th, '18, 02:23    


Moi

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I actually don't know. I've thought that myself before, but I don't have an answer xD

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"I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears."



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 Post subject: Re: • • D a r k † S o c i e t y • • (Everyone is Welcome!)
Posted: Dec 9th, '18, 02:40    


Akili Li

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the true crime would be worse, it actually happened.... aaaah, I want to smother you in soft fuzzy blankets and hot cocoa and it is useless. Stupid internet, Moi needs cuddly-stuff, darn it!

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I want to buy or trade for these knuffels:
Earth Gen 18, Light Gen 19, Fire Gen 21, Air/Light/Water Gen 22, Light Gen 23, Earth/Light Gen 25, Darkness Gen 26.
Please PM me if you can help!

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 Post subject: Re: • • D a r k † S o c i e t y • • (Everyone is Welcome!)
Posted: Dec 13th, '18, 00:20    


Moi

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I think it is like trying to build up a tolerance.
I hurt myself on purpose to make it hurt less and to prepare myself for things that might happen.

For a long time, I've wished that I felt nothing.
No sadness, no pain, no happiness and no hope.
Just feel nothing.
People have told me that it's not good because I need to feel emotions to help me through life.
But I get tired of hurting and being sad and I'd rather feel nothing 8u

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"I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears."



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 Post subject: Re: • • D a r k † S o c i e t y • • (Everyone is Welcome!)
Posted: Dec 17th, '18, 06:37    


Akili Li

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Does the building up a tolerance thing work? Or is it more of a "at least I'm doing SOMETHING" sort of comfort?

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I want to buy or trade for these knuffels:
Earth Gen 18, Light Gen 19, Fire Gen 21, Air/Light/Water Gen 22, Light Gen 23, Earth/Light Gen 25, Darkness Gen 26.
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 Post subject: Re: • • D a r k † S o c i e t y • • (Everyone is Welcome!)
Posted: Dec 17th, '18, 06:47    


Themis

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Please forgive me for popping in on the conversation, but MOI I have been on both ends of that and went emotionally numb with the help of medication. I can say it does, in a way, make life easier. However, it also makes those around you incredibly distant. I had to learn how to fake proper responses because I was not able to feel what I should have been feeling in that moment.
I can feel some, now, but I still think I prefer ed having to fake it. So far the only emotions that have come back are negative. Anger, frustration, annoyance. I'm sad to say I do not remember how happyness or joy felt, or love for that matter. Let's just say my engagement proposal was very awkward and uncomfortable. Lol

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 Post subject: Re: • • D a r k † S o c i e t y • • (Everyone is Welcome!)
Posted: Dec 18th, '18, 00:33    


Moi

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I don't think you can fully build up tolerance.
Just make things hurt less, but they still hurt.

Hey, Themis ~

I was told a new medication I was being prescribed made a lot of people go numb to things.
It didn't work at all on me so I didn't take it much longer.

The older I get, the more I want a nice piece of land away from people and I want to live there alone with only a bunch of meanass dogs and a bunch of guns.
But I would like to keep contact through the internet.
I love my family, but having them constantly up my ass makes me want to always live alone. With meanass dogs and guns. And maybe a few tigers.
8u

I've always been a quiet, withdrawn person that doesn't like company and prefers privacy but I don't think I could completely live without other people.

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"I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears."



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 Post subject: Re: • • D a r k † S o c i e t y • • (Everyone is Welcome!)
Posted: Dec 24th, '18, 23:39    


lunar_eclipse66

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With everythng going on and family and work obligations I keep forgetting this place exists.

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Real talk for a moment: Can we Go back to that month that Pokemon Go was released. Everyone was so happy and the only people down my throat were old men at work who complained about a cell phone app kids were playing. Can we have that? Please.
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I have a hangout now but its rather lonely. Wanna come in and read a story?
We're All a Little Bit Insane Inside...
I'm an artwhore: x-broken-wish-x Silly Chu

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 Post subject: Re: • • D a r k † S o c i e t y • • (Everyone is Welcome!)
Posted: Dec 25th, '18, 21:27    


Moi

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>XD

Those things are possibly more important.
Possibly.

u8

How's your holiday?

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"I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears."



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