he does do it on purpose.. He hasn't been allowed in the apartment for over a year now... because he use to jerk off in front of us.. me in particular.. and we told him that if he doesn't stop his sexual harrassment, he will never be let back up (if mom wants her cigs, she has to go down and get them from him)

well.. on my bday i decided to be nice.. let him in.. and boom.. he didn't jerk off but he purposely let it hang.. like he positioned his short shorts.. so it would be shown..

so yea.. not allowed back in the apartment again =o=

You are still associating with that pervert? Sweetie, what the fuck?
Like I can understand your mom using him for cigarettes but why you let him in your apartment? Men like that don't change. They're disgusting.

I wanted to stay outside till he left.. cause he woulda left sooner if we were outside... in the world that has eyes.. but yea.. I didn't want him in the apartment.. QnQ

Mom left the damn door unlocked when we came back in... It's a habit for me to lock it so I didn't even think she'd leave it unlocked... because it opens up on its own when someone opens the buildings main door downstairs.. (air pressure ftw!) that and zeke knows how to use round handles, so that bar handle our door has would be even easier for him to open ...

I had a safeword for my friends on discord.. but yea whatever.. they haven't been talking to me for a while (and yesterday shit happened so blah) so they didn't call the cops like they promised they would if he ever whipped it out in front of me again.. (I need to make a cop friend.. =o=) I even said "pervert is here" and then later when pervert did his stuff "his dick is out and mom left me alone with him AGAIN because she couldn't stand seeing this shit"

... worst part... my friends didn't even comment on it.. =o= they were all just happy bday dk and goes back to ignoring me.. after it all happened..

I had safty nets put in place for when this happened.. but because my so called friends don't seem to like me anymore, those nets failed =o=

So.. whatever to them... I'm still saving to move.. this time I am using Paypal pool.. (paypals version of go fund me and i can't take the money out of it till i reach my cash goal) because the only way he won't ever come near me or enter my apartment is when we move.. Mom keeps letting him in..

Why don't you call the police? Why do your friends have to do it?
Maybe you can file a restraining order? That way he can't come in your apartment without getting locked up.

He leaves when I reach for the phone and the cops can't catch him in the act if he leaves.

I had recorded him once, and the cops told me I would be arrested if I actually did record him, because I didn't have his permission to record him..

the police here.. suck.. if he isn't caught in the act by them.. they won't do shit. =( which was why we came up with the plan that i give them the word and they call the cops.

And a restraining order won't work when the other member of the apartment is the one calling him over in the first place. I'm going to be keeping the door locked.. even after mom goes out for a cig break >:x He isn't allowed back in ever again..

if only i can get her to stop calling him.. I WILL get her to stop calling him >:x

Jeez. That all sucks balls bro.

Can't she get cigarettes from someone who isn't a pervert?

patti will give her one or two but he buys her packs sometimes cartons of like 10-12 packs ...

either way.. i think mom has it in her head now, that he gets no more chances.. that we stick to he stays in the parking lot >:x not allowed in the apartment

Does your mom get any mental therapy? I know she goes to a lot of physical doctors.

Good. He doesn't deserve any chances.

She does. Except her Counclor is an idiot and stopped seeing her for a while just because it was cold outside.. I get that she didn't want mom to slip and fall on any ice.. but.. That didn't help mom's mental health at all the past 6 months >:x


She goes back next week.. thankfully.. I also go see mine the same day.. I have a LOT to talk about.. x-x

Well I'm glad that she's going back this week. It's good to get some of the crazy out.

I've found that therapists have had a lot of varying success for me. It's nice to be able to tell someone everything without having to be judged too much.

So I know that you can't work because of health and mental health issues. Do you get disability? I can't remember.

Did I tell you that I recently had a court date for my disability? It's been about 3 weeks since and I'm about to lose my mind. I really don't know what I'm gonna do if I don't get it. Hubs says he thinks that I will, and I feel like I have plenty of documentation to show how fucked up I am from the past year, but idk.