I had a colonoscopy done yesterday.. never again x'D The prep really is the worst part.. that stuff you have to drink to clean out your system.. I only managed HALF of it >x>, Luckily since I already have diahrea problems I was already pretty much cleaned out =w=,

No issues during the test.. I don't remember falling to sleep either >->,


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People make money off their kids using the welfare system ._. it's disgusting. My childhood friend has like 5-6 kids now (I think she's pregnant again.. too)

Welfare LITERALLY tells women "if you want to be on welfare, go have kids" its what they told me... =x=

I think welfare is like.. 200-300$ per kid?

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hope ya feel better OnO

I was supposed to have one of those. It would have costed over 600 bucks so I was like naaah. I ain't got money for that.
But I seriously need to get everything tested at some point. I really hope I get disability so I can get something done with all my toilet troubles.

Glad you didn't have any issues during the test. Did they put you to sleep during it? When do you get your results.



Eh, but most of the time they're not really MAKING money. It costs way more than 300 bucks a month to take care of a kid.

Yeah, that's what they told me. But I would legit end up murdering the kid if I tried having one. I do not have any of that mental stability.

My mom got over 900 a month for me plus whatever she got for child support. She gave me 400 and kept the rest. Made me take care of all my shit. I had to pay for all my school stuff, lunches, field trips, clothes, sometimes food, and everything else. Not to mention that she got YEARS of COMPLETELY free babysitting from me for my niece.

Thanks hun. I am slowly doing better.

Eh For a kid, as long as you go to Food Banks and Charity places that give out free food and clothes you can end up pocketing 100$-150$ of a 300$ welfare check if not more. Those places here also give out school supplies and xmas gifts too.. so no need to spend money there either.

With a husband that works, gets paid but only enough to get the family on welfare makes it even easier.

So husband's check: Pays the Bills
Food Stamps: gets the food
Food Banks: Free food, free clothes, toys, school supplies, and even baby stuff.
Thrift Stores: Very cheap stuff.

With those, you can pocket a good chunk of that 300$ from that kids welfare check.

It's how foster families (the bad ones) cheat the system. Charities for low in come families, thrift stores, and their own SSI Check (or spouses income) to pay utilities. spend about 100-150 a month on each kid, pocket the rest.

Food Stamps don't need to have kids to get those, but the more people in the household the more food stamps you get.

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They did put me to sleep.. o-o I don't even remember falling alseep! I was watching the heart monitor one minute then staring at my room's wall the next fully awake! oAo I was all.. 'was i teleported? what happened to the monitor!? -faarrrtttt- (YOU WILL NEED TO FART LOTS BEFORE THEY SEND YOU HOME!)

The worst part is the swill you have to drink a day before (and day of) the operation.. x-x so nasty.. nasty nasty nasty...

I was scared I'd have to come back and try again because I had a little less than half a gallon of that swill left >->, I couldn't drink it all.. 2 cups the night before... took me from 6PM to 2AM to get it down (i kept gagging and puked some of it up) and then I woke up at 7AM (i tried waking up at 6 but was too sleepy xD) and got another 1 cup down (2 other cups were extremely watered down) by 11AM..

The lady that signed me in was "there might be stuff left in there, and if there is he'll have to stop and reschedule you..." ... ._. like go away! NO! for 2 hours.. I was anxious and stressed that I'd have to do it all over again just because I didn't drink all that crap x-x luckily I was all cleaned out..

I go back on the 29th to get the test results. xp

That lady that signed me in, she went to the one head nurse and informed her that I didn't finish my Gavilyte.. though I was pooping 'clear' liquid and that I might be lying about the poop being clear bit.. .. Like dude I CAN HEAR YOU BISH! D:<

(when they say 'clear' apparently they don't mean water clear.. but like a healthy pee color clear.. >->, not once did mine ever look like water... and that was what I was expecting.. >:X )


I had also forgot my wallet.. so I was panicking so bad when I signed in x-x then they were all "oh we have that on file, your good" like..

The nurse said the gavilyte will wear off before the day was out.. dude I'm still running to the toilet with the poos >:x its the next day!

not eating was hard.. i was soooooo hungry and mom made hot dogs x-x

light_sucks wrote:Maaan. I'm still pissed at my mom about child support and shit. She did me dirty. Kept most of the money for herself.
My mom is like the only woman who actively made money on having a kid.

I've been out of commission since I herniated a disc in my back. So I've been trying to not die. And make it to the toilet in time. It's been hard work.


How's everyone else?

Can't you sue her for the back child support that she kept from you? I think it varies from state to state of whether you can or not.

I have temporary lost hours as my mom's care provider. The last time my mom contacted DHHS she mentioned I was needed more and that my hours need to increase as now she also has physical therapy that I have to assist with at home. The person who took down my mom's info forgot to send a form for my mom to have her doctor fill out so I can get more hours. I still have no idea what that has to do with cutting my hours in the first place, but I'm not going to worry about it.

That sucks.. hate it when people forget to do something at their job and in the end it screws up your life.. People at welfare do that all the time >x<

Yeah.

I'm not feeling too good today.

So I was trying to nap today. Got in a half an hour to an hour. But I dreamt I was on a couch and I smelled peanut butter. but my daughter was not eating it so I don't know why I was smelling it. And because my daughter was watching My Little Pony classic 1980's version I started having My Little Pony dreams.

Theres this website where you ask questions and stuff.. Quora digest or something like that.. a few days ago there was this question of "I caught my 14 year old son watching my little pony. what should I do?" ... the response was the best <3

https://www.quora.com/I-caught-my-14-ye ... hould-I-do

that owo

That's pretty cool. My daughter's not into the shows, but she likes the toys of MLP Friendship is Magic.

I try not to let her watch Daniel Tiger's Neighborhood because there was an episode that she watched and after it she'd complain about slightly louder than normal noises. And it never bothered her until she saw the episode.

And I try not to let her watch Dinosaur Train either because Shiny always wants her way and if she doesn't get it she goes off usually to where the adults are. And she's bossy and thinks she's so great. And Buddy who is the only T-Rex in a Pteranodon family once joined in a club for Theropods only and his "sister" Tiny gets upset because she thinks she can't join (she does in the end). And I'm like: "DAMN! He's the only freaking t-rex and he spends most of his life with his Pteranodon family and they fly and do stuff he can't and she's all upset because she's not included?! WTF?! There are plenty of times where he's not included!"

I want my daughter to learn that sometimes you're not going to get your way and that's okay. And it's okay if you're not included in everything too. The world doesn't revolve around you.

Sorry for the long rant. I'm tired and still not feeling well.

my mom used to be happy with my brother watching Doraemon because Doraemon is always after Nobita to do his homework, leave his shoes at the door etc. and so is Nobita's mom. so my mom was all like he's learning Hindi (it was the Hindi dubbed version that used to air on Cartoon Network for us) and learning 'good values' to boot

on a serious note, i don't think you merely ranted, you made sense. a lot of the ways i think were formed by my early reading habits, so yep, what we consume is important.

I grew up watching western movies... when I was in foster care they had me watch Barney...