It's okay. I just hate that I'm so completely out of commission. Ugh. I have enough chronic illnesses, I don't want to have to deal with the regular ones.

Ok. I'll read it when you get it up.

Idk, that intense of a reaction seems like it needs some therapy. It can only help.

Thanks!

Yeah, I wouldn't want that to if I were you, chronic illnesses must be a bummer already

If I ever will XD

Yeah, but there are also many other things wrong with me besides my emotional turmoil about my sister, and I'm scared to dig it all out by the way XD

Now I need 10 x Book of Light.

They legit are.

You should. I'm interested in what is going on.

True, that is pretty intense. But the sooner you get started on it, the sooner you can develop coping mechanisms to deal with it. It would make your life a lot easier.

I have 6 Books of Light if you want them

I'm scared it will show that I'm the bad guy and I don't want people to think I'm an evil witch, so I'm scared to post it actually, although I think I'm not the evil one in the story. But I take into account that I might be wrong, that's why I'm scared. I'm just super confused about all that situation, yet I can't help being dead mad at my sister.

I know you're right, but it's hard to get a grip on yourself and actually start doing something. But maybe I should, if not for myself, for my bf and maybe for my future kids. Therapy would help me improve myself and hopefully make me a better person, so it's worth it. But the beginnings are the worst.

I do, thank you. Do you need anything?

Well I'm sure that your issues are completely valid. Generally no one is completely innocent in these kinds of instances. So I'm sure there's plenty of blame to go around.

I understand your fears.

Sent :) (edit: Sorry, I think I sent it to your main instead of your mule I don't know if that's ok or not ) I just need 4 Minotaur Horns. It's my last quest already

Yeah, I'm sure that's what it looks like. But I'm still asking myself if I'm right or wrong and so on

:)

No worries. Thanks for the help!!

I'm still seriously suggesting the therapy. You're going to want to get that shit started on before this stuff starts to affect your life any more than it already does. What if it just gets worse with your avoiding it?

And thanks a bunch, too! I could finally finish this last one and now I'm free :')

Yeah, I know. I'm not saying I'm not going to start that therapy. I just need to gather myself to do it.

Thank you and you're welcome!
I hear there are new quests in the work soon.

And don't forget to do a lot of research in getting a good therapist. That's very important.

I've heard that too! I'm excited and impatient already XD

Yeah, I'm aware. My mom recommended to me her own theapist. I'll be considering my options soon, hopefully.