You didn't do anything to cause this. No one did. I know I would never have chose this. It just happens, you can't do anything about it. But it makes me sad you think it's your fault somehow.
I'm so loyal that I guess I'm blinded when it comes to what you've done. I still don't understand it. But I don't want you to go away because I need you and I don't want you to be in pain.
I want to fix things and I get so upset because there's nothing I can do to change it. I want to be able to change anything I want. I guess I want to be a god and I can't be. And I don't blame God like I used to. I realize some things need to happen, but I still don't like it and I want to change it anyways. It's so conflicting and annoying.