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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 12th, '15, 01:01    


Moi

Joined: Jun 17th, '08, 21:48
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I'm not interested in a relationship really and I'm finding out I have no sexual desire for anyone.
Just thinking about doing sexual things repulses me and I just hate being touched in general.
I want to believe that if I meet someone I truly care about, maybe I'd be interested...

My dad has told me he would love to have a grandchild so his bloodline could continue, but he said I don't HAVE to have a kid.
But I want to make my parents happy and give them a grandchild.


I've always really wanted to adopt a kid, though. I think that's better than birthing one because those kids want a family and NEED a family. Plus the earth is overpopulated...But I don't know if my parents would love them the same...

I'm already 26, I feel like it's way past time to have been married and had a kid.
I've never dated or had a boyfriend or even had my first kiss ._.

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A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears."



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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 13th, '15, 18:35    


jacobgrey

Joined: Jun 27th, '10, 20:26
Posts: 10677
Hugs: 152642
Mood: (◡‿◡)
Website: http://www.rhiannondaverc.co.uk
Location: England
So today I spent an hour crying in the toilets. Not only did no one notice I was gone, they also didn't notice I was upset. And the boss who made me cry just came by my desk after and handed me a new task like nothing had happened. I can't handle this place.

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 15th, '15, 00:16    


Moi

Joined: Jun 17th, '08, 21:48
Posts: 54000
Hugs: 517772
Mood: Know you're not alone.
Website: http://seppukuaddict.deviantart.com/
Location: \8u/

No matter what the issue, I always feel like it was my fault.
Like I could have known and stopped it ahead of time somehow...

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"I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears."



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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 15th, '15, 08:43    


Hana-chan

Joined: Jul 6th, '12, 01:57
Posts: 1023
Hugs: 9799
I feel like I try to be a really nice person, I forgive most, I don't go off on a lot of people. I don't get upset easily. But when I do, it just makes me feel like the worst. I can say and do the things I never would of thought of actually doing in person. It makes me feel like I'm a horrible person.

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 17th, '15, 00:48    


Nyx_Isil

Joined: Aug 28th, '13, 14:57
Posts: 1579
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Mood: Shy >w<"
Location: Shadunk/Italy
I suffer from Social Phobia and six years ago I started to have eating disorders. The situation is getting worse every day and I don't know how to tell it to my mom...

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 17th, '15, 15:30    


Kipkn

Joined: May 13th, '13, 15:55
Posts: 57
Hugs: 4610
Location: under a desk
I think, on some level, I despise my coworker and my boss. I think I've been lying to myself, insisting that I like them, and just pretending that the bad stuff doesn't happen. They are hateful in a very religious way. They were talking earlier this week about how they think going to Pluto is wrong (in essence) "because Jesus".

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 19th, '15, 14:49    


Alith Anar

Joined: May 9th, '10, 19:29
Posts: 434
Hugs: 9368

You have hugged Alith Anar!


Mood: Tired... *yawn*
Website: http://www.etsy.com/uk/shop/MissMoonshinesMakes
Location: England
I hate being here. I don't mind the fact that I get to do next to nothing at home on my own nearly all day during the week, but I hate that I feel that I cannot go out or do anything that I would really like to either because I have no clue about where I am or where the things I want to do are, or the fact that even if I were to find these things I have no money to do them... I have no real friends anymore. We only ever go and see your friends and occasionally my family... I want to live closer to not only my family, but both of our friends. We are so isolated here that it's not even funny, but you don't seem to care. I am not comfortable here and I don't think I ever will be.

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 22nd, '15, 06:14    


Errisa

Joined: May 1st, '10, 02:24
Posts: 4693
Hugs: 44892
Mood: hugs please <3
Location: Canada
I wish I was smart enough to do what I really want. I feel like I am lying to a big part of me because I know I'm not going to be smart enough to reach that.

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 23rd, '15, 16:31    


mercu

Joined: Dec 19th, '09, 23:17
Posts: 34088
Hugs: 84842
Mood: anxious
Location: wonderland
i am the biggest fucking trash pile to ever trash 8D yay!







i don't really want to die at the present moment but i feel like i fucking deserve to

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underneath it all, we're just savages
hidden behind shirts, ties and marriages


i'm not afraid of god
i am afraid of man


you can keep the last of me
i don't care, i am obsolete
you have seen the last of me
wring my neck, i won't feel a thing


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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 24th, '15, 01:40    


Moi

Joined: Jun 17th, '08, 21:48
Posts: 54000
Hugs: 517772
Mood: Know you're not alone.
Website: http://seppukuaddict.deviantart.com/
Location: \8u/

I don't allow myself happiness because I'm afraid it getting taken away.
Which is dumb, but I keep doing it.

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"I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears."



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