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I was banned on a site for using an auto-clicker. I didn't do it. But they banned me anyway and said they were sure. I never used an auto-clicker on any website. I don't know where to download those as I never bothered. I've used an auto-refresher before on a website that allowed it, but nothing else. I cried over it. I probably shouldn't have as it's pretty much nonsense - it's just a website, there are other websites I could use, why do I even care? But then again, I hate to be accused of things I didn't do. And I hate to know that there's nobody to back me up. Back in school, there wasn't anyone, back when I was a small child, nobody backed me up. Some realized later they were doing me wrong, but most never did.
What I hate most about it is that it doesn't even cross their minds that they might be wrong. That their programs might be glitched or whatever. Their program said I was a cheater and that meant I was a cheater. No matter if I did it or not, the program said so, so it must be right. I feel like quitting all adoptables sites and never doing anything online that requires click exchange again. But that is probably just a temporary feeling. Still, I decided to cut back on all adoptables sites and other sites that require click exchange for I'm sick of it. I've been sick of some of them for a while, but now I'm sick of the entire system. Cheaters cheat, but they know how to avoid being caught. We honest users have no idea how to avoid being considered a cheater, so we don't avoid things that would wrongly make us seem cheaters, and thus we get punished. Many times throughout my time online I've seen sites implying rules that restricted honest users, because cheaters cheated. If not for them, websites would be more fun to spend time on. They are why we can't have nice things.
I tried to discuss it with them; mostly, because I wanted answers as nobody bothered to explain to me why I got banned. They treated me like scum, said I was making a scene. Maybe I did. But all I did was asking them what made them ban me and telling them I didn't do it. I didn't curse, I didn't 'scream', I didn't cry around. I spoke to them politely, but they still said I made a scene. I guess, there's no way to handle such a situation properly; you can only lose, no matter what you do.
I don't want my account back. I could wait that 1 month of ban and have it back, but I don't want it anymore - not after how they treated me. But I'd do anything to have them see I'm innocent. If I had lost my account for any other reason, I would've shrugged. I don't need it, there are other sites, I just went there for I was used to it. But being considered a cheater, a botter, being scorned by them makes me sick. And sad.
I should've gone to bed around midnight. Then, I wouldn't have been banned, wouldn't have cried, and wouldn't have stayed up till 4 a.m. despite having to get up at 7 a.m. for work.
I'm so sick of myself right now.
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