i agree, it doesn't hurt to ask. turns out i can't afford it at the moment

which i'm not surprised by, but since i couldn't recall any details at all about her custom commissions, including how much it costed, i decided to go ahead and ask her. i also asked whether she takes commission paid in installments with the knuffel given after payment is completed, and she said she only takes payment in a go, which is what i had expected. that's safer after all.
i feel kind of bad for bothering her, but i had money put by to be able to donate for the first time in a while, and i wanted to find out whether i had enough to commission her. i'm not sad that i won't be able to. because this way i can spread this money over a few months, and donating a little every month for a while
a couple of times before, i;ve flung my money at this site one month only to be unable to spare anything for it for the practically the rest of the year. and i mean, that ensured i got the donation perks that month, but somehow it didn't feel so good later lol. i'm going to try spreading it out and see if that feels better. even if i spread it out i'm not going to be able to donate at all most months, from what i can predict, but we'll see.