@Moi: I'd never think that it could be bad luck
Jacob is right, you are a wise woman

@jacob: I would love that in person gossip Maybe I'll come visit when I have enough of my brother-in-law Where are you btw? My sister lives in Windsor now, it's somewhere near London I think?

Men are weak sometimes, haha. Imagine if a woman would throw a tantrum like that, she'd probably get called a bad mother or something along those lines. Sexism aside, some people just aren't prepared for the consequences. They know they'll be parents, but they don't anticipate that they won't sleep well for at least 2 years of the baby's life XD
I wouldn't be surprised if he just doesn't want to upset you anymore XD But I bet he just heard how silly he sounded compared to your struggles

@jacob: Aw I guess we won't meet up then Maybe someday another oportunity will strike
Wow, that's wonderful! Did you get any offers by now?

I feel J about poor time management skills, I can never properly estimate how long stuff will take, even with overestimating I somehow mostly underestimate Not to mention tiny distractions all over the place.
5 hours of interrupted sleep? How do you even function? Are you high on adrenaline or something? XD

@Moi: Maybe she doesn't think you're stupid, since she said otherwise

Haha, siblings be brutal like that


What's new anyways, guys? My mom got covid XD I'm apparently healthy judging by the negative test result. Although I did catch a cold or a flu. Unless it's actually covid and the home tests suck XD

Aa, that must be frustrating I'm crossing my fingers they do put in an offer soon

Haha, does any mother tho XD
Congratulations! *confetti rain* for the first nights of more sleep!
I bet it will take months to catch up on the missed hours though

I probably caught it, lol. I'll buy a test in a day or two, depending on how bad I'll be feeling. right now it's pretty annoying, the headache and tiredness. I hope it's just a normal flu
Thanks! I try to take care of her as much as I can.

Well, I'm alive, pretty much functioning and just did a huge chunk of work, so it really isn't that bad

CBD oil is pricey, but if you're not using it every day it lasts a pretty long time. I started using it for a chronic pain condition and I was really bristling at the price, but then it turned out that you only have to take like a tiny dropper of it. So a bottle of it ends up lasting me months O:

In the end it didn't do a heck of a lot for pain, I have no idea how well it works for anxiety though. Sometimes when my anxiety is really severe I take some like THC oil and nope out for a day LOL.