I don't do well when I shop.. my social anxiety gets too high to where i feel like i'ma pass out..
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well today, mom and her payee were telling me what to get before i go into the store (basically adding onto my list of shiz) well I get to the water, and there was no 3 for 10$ sales so I texted Lynn... waited 5 friggen minutes for a response, getting nasty looks by people passing by me in the isle just for standing there...
I am a Phoneaphobic person.. my anxiety increases when on the phone... so social anxiety + phonaphobia... I was starting to feel very sick... I finally get some friggen water for Lynn...
Apparently after that they tried texting ME to get eggnog... I have my phone constantly on vibrate because I get strange phone calls from people looking for the last owner of this number (like get a hint >->, I've had this number for 5 or so years now.. geeze) so I don't hear/feel the phone go off cause its in my coat pocket not my pants pocket.
I get outside and they ask about the stupid eggnog.. then they start complaining about me not getting it, not checking my phone... asking me why i have the damn thing in the first place if I don't use it .. which I do... but because its always on vibrate that means I don't use it... to them... like YOU DIDN"T ANSWER MY TEXT WHEN I NEEDED YOU TOO.... forcing my anxiety to SKY ROCKET!.... and you don't see me complaining do you?! NO!! D:<
They then started to complain about me wearing headphones, saying how they should turn the radio up as loud as possible to try to scare me... Like I can't friggen SEE you turning around to look at me, or looking in the rearview mirror at me.. Seeing that shit I turn off my music to try and hear what your saying to catch you plotting that....
I NEED my music to keep my anxieties calm.... and now you bitch about that...
Rant in spoiler ^
some how they/them turned in to 'you' >->, sorry..