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Posted: Mar 11th, '20, 20:35    


Death Candy

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Peace and quiet! Jossy's at my sister's! lol She was a pain in the butt last night because she wouldn't go to bed, as she was super excited.

I can't make up my mind which I like better. They're all good.

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I just realized that "take out" means food, dating, and murder. And if you were a female praying mantis you'd have all three.

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Posted: Mar 12th, '20, 01:25    


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You have hugged Tam I am!


Mood: I am Groot
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Location: Canada
Not too sure about the colour of the one I picked. I really like the scenery outside the door.

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I am Tam. Tam I am. I like green eggs, but I don't like ham.
she/her/hers
not "they"!
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Posted: Mar 12th, '20, 04:20    


Death Candy

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I think it's a good color.

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I just realized that "take out" means food, dating, and murder. And if you were a female praying mantis you'd have all three.

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Posted: Mar 12th, '20, 19:50    


Moi

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I like the new backgrounds. I really like indoors ones she's made recently 8u


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"I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears."



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Posted: Mar 12th, '20, 23:14    


Death Candy

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Well my small and annoying one couldn't stand being away from me any longer so she's home. I was enjoying peace and quiet. lol

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I just realized that "take out" means food, dating, and murder. And if you were a female praying mantis you'd have all three.

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Posted: Mar 13th, '20, 00:00    


Moi

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I miss peace and quiet and my alone time.

My dad's been in the hospital and we've been going there a lot and I haven't been home much.
I know it sounds shitty, but leaving home makes me so anxious and it's almost unbearable and people don't understand xD
I'm so used to being home that I practically blend in with the furniture.
I'm not used to getting out and talking to people I don't know and leaving home at all sends me into anxiety attacks.
I was extremely hostile when we had to stay at the hospital in the same waiting room we were in for my grandpa's surgery.
Surgery didn't kill him - cancer did but I don't like that waiting room.
So I was just crying and being a huge bitch the whole time 8u

But my dad is supposed to get out today. I don't think he should because he just had surgery =_=
He's had surgery before, so he's used to it, but still :\
He's also Diabetic and I don't know much about that and surgery...

He's fallen and broken his ribs and one punctured his lungs.
He's had several shoulder surgeries.
He had hemorrhoid surgery.
He had oral surgery.

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"I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears."



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Posted: Mar 13th, '20, 00:11    


Demonskid

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lots of surgeries o3o, hope he feels better soon

-huggles- between having to leave the apartment or having to answer the phone... for me I don't know which is worse..
Probably the phone... i snapped at mom while I was on the phone... she keeps telling people "i don't like to talk on the phone" when it's really a thing called phone phobia where your anxiety and stress goes through the roof and you just want to curl up and puke for the next twenty hours.... but yea to her it's just "not liking to talk" so while i was explaining to the nurse on the phone about my phone phobia, i made mention to mom about dumping spiders on her and see how she likes it Q.Q she's an arachnophob...

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Time passes me
Like a man on the street
I can't help but notice a change
It's in the colors
Of these autumn leaves
But deep down my roots are the same


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Posted: Mar 13th, '20, 00:53    


Moi

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Oh, he felt better as soon as he got to eat.
He went in Sunday and wasn't allowed to eat until Tuesday night.
He kept trying to get us to sneak food in to him.
I had some tea at the ER and he was like "Give me some!" and I said no and he said "Give me some or I'll kick your ass UB<"
Then he got my mom to sneak him some soda.
I didn't want to but he was thirsty :\
They wouldn't even let him have water - just moisturizer for his dry mouth.

He kept telling my mom to get him a strawberry malt.
He told er after surgery, to have one for him.
As soon as he got out of surgery, the first word he said to us was "Malt" xD
They gave him a tray of food and we were worried about it because we thought he was supposed to be on a liquid diet, but he grabbed a bowl of strawberries and sucked them down 8u
He finally got his malt yesterday and the nurse said he was trying to get her to sneak him some crackers xD

My dad is just terrible at getting hurt. When he was a kid, he was playing in a cemetery and a tombstone fell on his leg and broke it.
He's broken a lot of his bones.
He got hit in the mouth by a metal pole at his one job and they let him drive himself to the hospital. To this day he says he doesn't remember anything after he got hit.
This one job made him go up on some shitty platform and he fell and broke his ribs and punctured his lung.
He broke his foot stepping off a rolling chair he used to change a light bulb.
He burned his forehead when checking to see if a grill was lit.

And I'm bad too - I'm just like him but I've never been hurt to that extent.
Worst was probably when I cut my leg open on a nail and it bled a lot.
Never went to the ER and he saw the giant scar on my leg and said it looks like something I should have gotten stitches for xD

I'm so used to getting hurt that I just ignore it and move on.
I slammed my toe into our porch and was like "Ow! >8u -keeps going- 8u"
A few minutes later, I looked down and my toe was just bleeding everywhere.

That's what people do to me. Like when I said I didn't want to be in that waiting room - my mom said "I don't want to be here either >BU" but for her it's not the same.
No one wants to be there, but for me - it's hitting my panic button repeatedly.
When I first got there, I couldn't breathe.
I ask my mom to go with me to do things.
Like my dad told me to go get him a pillow - I was too scared to do it, so I asked my mom to come with me and they called me a wuss xD

I have Agoraphobia - I was diagnosed with it a long time ago and I still have it.
When I say I don't want something - it's usually because it's traumatic.
But all people see is laziness and boredom.

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"I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears."



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Posted: Mar 13th, '20, 01:20    


Demonskid

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Agoraphobia and phone-phobia ... serious stuff but people don't care. they see it as something that one should just 'get over' and 'just do'

i get told "you're gonna have to learn to use the phone before your mother dies" a lot.. um.. I know how to use a phone, more so than my mother does... i just CANT! Not with out serious mental preparation.. =A= It took me a week to return a call from the counseling office.. just to be told that my new counselor that I saw once wasn't there any more and i was being placed with someone else. seriously.. she was there for less than a month ._. wtf...

Just do this shiz over email QnQ or texts!


o-O lets wrap you and your dad up in bubble wrap

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Time passes me
Like a man on the street
I can't help but notice a change
It's in the colors
Of these autumn leaves
But deep down my roots are the same


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Posted: Mar 13th, '20, 03:44    


Moi

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Anxiety disorders often get treated by exposure therapy, I think.
But forcing it just doesn't work on me.
I get hostile xD
I mean if your goal is to make me want to throat punch you, then I guess it works?
8u

People say that to me too. "What're you going to do when we all die!?"

I do that too. I also cancel appointments because I don't want to go out.
I know that's bad. I have to mentally prepare for things and I need a heads up before something happens xD

I text too. I don't like calling. I'm also more articulated in text.
I stammer and forget what I'm saying a lot xD

He's home now and I'm worried about him. But he's had surgeries before and he's not a baby.
I don't want to annoy him or make him think I don't trust him to take care of himself.
But he's my dad u,B
I'll never forget him telling me "I'm the parent, it's my job to worry about you - not the other way around."


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"I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears."



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