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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Apr 25th, '14, 00:16    


mercu

Joined: Dec 19th, '09, 23:17
Posts: 34088
Hugs: 85152
Mood: anxious
Location: wonderland
i'm probably going to kill myself eventually.

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underneath it all, we're just savages
hidden behind shirts, ties and marriages


i'm not afraid of god
i am afraid of man


you can keep the last of me
i don't care, i am obsolete
you have seen the last of me
wring my neck, i won't feel a thing


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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Apr 25th, '14, 02:28    


ittybittyhippy

Joined: Jun 15th, '10, 05:10
Posts: 218
Hugs: 2654
Mood: Meh.
Location: Everywhere.
I hate my boyfriend's mom to the point that when I'm staying with him at his dad's and she comes to visit, I get a panic attack and have to go somewhere - anywhere she isn't.
Seriously.

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"And those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music." -Friedrich Nietzsche


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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Apr 27th, '14, 11:39    


Cobalt

Joined: Mar 15th, '14, 15:58
Posts: 1
Hugs: 91
I'm always paranoid that I'm annoying people but they don't tell me. And I'm scared that people talk about me behind my back unu

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Apr 27th, '14, 12:33    


Shia

Joined: Dec 24th, '09, 12:52
Posts: 41
Hugs: 2244
I'm really paranoid about people's opinion about me. Whenever I do something I later think about it if it was a good or bad decision. I feel bad in a group of people, because I feel excluded.

Also I hate myself for lying to people whether I've got time just because I don't want to meet up. But then again I'm sometimes lonely- that's my own fault. Up until now I couldn't change that about me.
And I'm always afraid that I'm boring and that people talk behind my back.
I'm my biggest critic.

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Break into spring <3
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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Apr 28th, '14, 22:54    


mercu

Joined: Dec 19th, '09, 23:17
Posts: 34088
Hugs: 85152
Mood: anxious
Location: wonderland
ah yes
i've reached that point in the semester where i'm stressing because i'm stressing
and instead of having less classes i now have more classes
and new papers to write
when i already have a fuckton
i hate my plan
i hate this university
i hate my life
ughhhhhh

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underneath it all, we're just savages
hidden behind shirts, ties and marriages


i'm not afraid of god
i am afraid of man


you can keep the last of me
i don't care, i am obsolete
you have seen the last of me
wring my neck, i won't feel a thing


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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Apr 29th, '14, 01:13    


amalath

Joined: Sep 6th, '11, 23:58
Posts: 3104
Hugs: 105122

You have hugged amalath!


Mood: hurting.
Location: void~
Can you finally quit? I'm sick of your attention whore attitude. Did you really have to ruin everyone's fun with your complaining and lack of understanding for few simple rules?

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32. Pansexual, mentally genderless, pagan, and full of attitude. Born female. Is a cat. Call me ama. I eat people. Ó~Ò_F
Qui-Gon Jinn wrote:Be mindful of the living Force, my young Padawan.
TimTam wrote:ama must be mad. XD
Merrymaking wrote:I wanted to die in a bloody fashion. And now I don't even die at all. I don't get crucified, either. It's stupid.
kaguya wrote:Once I remembered my birthday because the bread went out of date on it. @.@
Hinote no Akai wrote:some other random conversation
I just mostly laugh to my comps
or shout at them
I think his head is ok
STARGATE!
LOOOOL


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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Apr 29th, '14, 10:15    


Alith Anar

Joined: May 9th, '10, 19:29
Posts: 434
Hugs: 9409
Mood: Tired... *yawn*
Website: http://www.etsy.com/uk/shop/MissMoonshinesMakes
Location: England
Have got my nan with us for a week to help get the house in order and cleaned before the child arrives but she's driving me crazy already... And my partner isn't helping with this situation either... -_-

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Please help me feed my knuffels :qh:

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Questing!

Visit my Dice Shop?
Or buy me a coffee?


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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Apr 30th, '14, 01:00    


Star_Dust

Joined: Jun 12th, '12, 05:06
Posts: 1130
Hugs: 51606
Mood: Lurking
Location: United States
You have no idea what it's like to be depressed and you seem to think I'm being depressed to specifically try to hurt you fuck you and your stupid obsession with making yourself the victim no one cares enough to waste their time trying to ruin your life.

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Hopes and Dreams
Dream Avi.... That will never happen...

Feed My Knuffels!
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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: May 2nd, '14, 03:19    


Onzou

Joined: Oct 31st, '10, 11:06
Posts: 320
Hugs: 12167
My depression isn't me wanting attention. This isn't an "act" or me being a spoiled brat. It's something I've had to live with since I was eight - you honestly think my not wanting to get out of bed or eat is because I don't "socialize" enough or have enough friends? I can't tell you the truth about what's wrong, so you assume I'm just trying to get pity or attention.

I'm dealing with conflicting emotions about whether or not I want the person who molested me to lose everything. They're in debt, about to lose their house - everything.

On one hand they're family, and outside of what they did they've always been good to us. But, I still hate them and want them to lose their house, their belongings, everything - and I hope they fail in getting disability so that they can feel as helpless and scared as I did when they cornered me and did what they did.

I feel guilty for thinking this.

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Art people have drawn for me. Thank you, lovelies! (If you want to be removed from this list, let me know.) Out of url space boo XD


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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: May 2nd, '14, 05:42    


AsheSkyler

Joined: Apr 13th, '14, 19:56
Posts: 899
Hugs: 16273
Website: https://art.raven-wing.net/
Location: Appalachian Foothills
Facebook: AsheSkylerArt
Skype: asheskyler
Twitter: asheskyler
I really wish I could unload here all the crap I'm putting up with and how I'm feeling about it. All the crap I've already been through and struggling with PTSD over. I would love some relief and know I could talk about it. REALLY talk about it. Everything, including how nasty my dreams get at night. But even though forum-goers are polite and respectful, nobody else is. All those jerks are teaching me is how to cover my tracks better. I really hate how it's perfectly legal to push someone past their limits and have them committed or arrested for mental instability. God bless our damn judicial system.

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