I just have a history of bad anxiety,
particularly when dealing with authority or anything professional or "adult".
As an adult I've had to deal with it and I'm better with some things,
(e.g., answering phone calls from unknown numbers),
but when I was doing observations I was ... 19 or something?
And at that time I was still really bad.
I was scared to call to a school and tell them I needed to observe.
I was supposed to do two, but I only did one.
I called my old elementary school because it felt a little more comforting,
and when I went to observe it was really great!
The kids were perfect (it was a second grade classroom) and I had fun.
But I couldn't bring myself to call another school and set up a second observation.
So I flunked and I dropped the major and switched to computer design.
Hated that, then went to Psychology haha.
Not sure if I should have rambled on about why I messed up,
but I'm sure you'll wonderfully! I know a lot of people who are planning to teach. <:
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