@Dream: I feel you, maybe that's why I subconsciously held off any practice. I did think about my mental state not being the greatest, on many occasions for the past few months. It definitely made me hold back from getting back into tarot. Plus now covid. I keep postponing

But I wouldn't want to attract something unhelpful or even malicious. I'd rather be safe than sorry.
@Hot: I used to go to church for my mom's and grandma's sake, haha. I just disagreed with the institution of the church and eventually stopped attending altogether. Made me feel so free

I hope you don't feel like you're wasting time at the temple when you go? A few times a year isn't as annoying as every Sunday and then some, but I thought I'd ask XD
@PastelWitch: I wouldn't say I'm religious either, spiritual is a better word. I don't really follow any religion, just my gut

I believe in some spirits, so I have faith in the supernatural but it's definitely not a religion.