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Posted: Feb 4th, '12, 06:39    


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yeah
I would never understand older figures when they
tell you not to do something they have done themselves

Ouch eyelashes
lol wow, why would you ever do that? ^^;

i would love to help
i know i had to choose so hard for my first knuffle
i actually really like Tiffany as the name for that Gen.

I'm sorry i have to leave so soon
it is (very) late and i have to sleep Cx
Good night to you,
May you have pleasant dreams
and i hope you come back to chat with me more often :D

I'm sorry i have to leave so soon Moi Darling
(after you've came back in)
but my brain has hit jelly mode xD

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 Post subject: Re: • • L i g h t ♱ S o c i e t y • •
Posted: Feb 4th, '12, 07:00    


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Yeah, I've just been struggling with religion and hobbies lately.
I love anime and manga, but I'm afraid they're sin.
So I can't enjoy them.
And when I do enjoy them, I get scared God's going to punish me.

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 Post subject: Re: • • L i g h t ♱ S o c i e t y • •
Posted: Feb 4th, '12, 07:28    


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Because I'm really into them.
And I really like the bloody, gory, mature ones.
I think people see that as ungodly and it's wrong.
And I'm afraid I'm putting anime and manga before God because it's always on my brain.
But I still pray to God and ask for forgiveness and thank him for everything daily.
I never forget to pray.

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 Post subject: Re: • • L i g h t ♱ S o c i e t y • •
Posted: Feb 4th, '12, 07:44    


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I have tried talking to him.

I've been suffering from this for 7 months now.
"Dear God, heal me!" "Dear God help me!" "Dear God, what do I do?"
And I get nothing in response. Just more worrying.

I've been crying every day because I don't know what to do.
I don't want to give my anime and manga up.
But I'm afraid if I don't, I'll go to hell.

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 Post subject: Re: • • L i g h t ♱ S o c i e t y • •
Posted: Feb 4th, '12, 08:08    


Moi

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I don't want to hurt anyone.
I just want to enjoy my anime and manga.
Even try to make my own anime and manga some day.
That's a dream of mine.

I try to give my worries to God, but they stick to me.
I can't enjoy things I used to enjoy because "They're all sin".
Like yaoi and music and writing.

I love writing. I write yaoi stories about fantasy and love and vampires and demons.

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 Post subject: Re: • • L i g h t ♱ S o c i e t y • •
Posted: Feb 4th, '12, 18:49    


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That's our Dear M o i
Right now, to his misfortune
This worry just doesn't seem to budge
-hugs-

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 Post subject: Re: • • L i g h t ♱ S o c i e t y • •
Posted: Feb 4th, '12, 19:45    


Moi

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I talked to my uncle again today and he helped me a little by saying my hobbies won't send me to hell.

But he also said porn, gays and masturbation were sin.
Which I strongly disagree with, but I guess I'm wrong and stupid because God never changes and the bible is 100% his word.
He also said God sees black and white, whereas I think God sees gray.
He said only humans see gray.

And like, how can an all-powerful, all-loving, almighty God only see black and white?
How can he send people to hell if he "loves" us so much?
I would think a God wouldn't inflict pain on someone he loves and that's what hell is - true pain.
How can that be "love"?

I also don't understand how "love" can be wrong and a sin against God with gays.
Gays love men and women the same way a man loves a woman.
How can one be RIGHT and the other an ABOMINATION?
And I don't buy the "reproduction" bullshit.
If everyone reproduced, there'd be nothing left on earth.

I guess I'm doomed to either depend on other people all my life, or go out on a limb and trust my own beliefs.
I know I'm not alone, but what if we're wrong?

When I die and if I go to heaven, what if God says "Welcome home, Ashley, btw I do hate gays and think they're wrong."
I wouldn't even want that kind of God or to get into heaven...

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 Post subject: Re: • • L i g h t ♱ S o c i e t y • •
Posted: Feb 4th, '12, 19:55    


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Ha, that's funny for him to say
for in one way or another i'm sure he's done
some of those "sins"

You don't understand why
because it is not a sin
It just isn't

And if God was that way,
well i don't even think god would be that way
This is just a huge "What IF..." were nothing is concrete
and there are some things that just can't be answer completely
and have to be left to mystery


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Posted: Feb 4th, '12, 19:56    


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PS:
I'm SO HUNGRY
I have to go eat breakfast
I have had none 8u
///lazy person

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 Post subject: Re: • • L i g h t ♱ S o c i e t y • •
Posted: Feb 4th, '12, 20:07    


Moi

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It says in the bible for a man to lay with another man is an abomination.
It also supposedly says it again in the New Testament. But there's controversy surrounding it due to the actual word being a lost translation.
And how sodomy is wrong.

And people who say the Word is 100% right because it's God speaking.
Others saying it's wrong because humans wrote it.

And if God never changes, why are some of the rules in Leviticus no longer applies?
If God NEVER changes, then there'd still be no eating meat.
No mixing crops. No hybrid animals. No whatever the hell else it says.

And how my friends will go to hell because they don't believe in God.
It's my strong belief that if people are good in their hearts, that God will let them in.
How can you create something good, say "I didn't want it this way, but it's still good, but I'm going to throw it away anyway."

I'm so full of questions and concerns and all people tell me is "Read the bible!" "Pray!" "God will help you!"
What the fuck is God waiting for?
God isn't human, he has no reason for time.
I however am human and I'm miserable and confused and I want answers now.
I'm living hell on earth, does my pain not matter to him?
Is my life that insignificant that he can see me suffer and think "Maybe a little longer before I help."

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