I hear exercise is good for stress and other mental things but getting started is so hard sometimes! :/

It is, but when your schedule is as tight as mine has been, it's just crazy stressful.
About an hour twice a week when you have barely any free time is just too much.

Maybe you could do Youtube stuff. lol

I used to do it for like 30/45 minutes 5 times a week and when I was cray cray I did it for longer every single day! Bad times.

Youtube stuff? :o

Did you have an eating disorder? That seems like a lot unless you were training for something, or you used to be overweight.

Like workouts or something? I'm sure you could find some on there that are fun.

I used to live on coffee or I would separate my food into ziploc bags and label them with calorie numbers. But I'd usually feel bad about eating. I guess you could say I did but it was undiagnosed, I still have thoughts about it though. I go back and forth from it.

OH I used to do tai kwon do or whatever it's called. xD Do you know what I mean?? With that big dude and you would have to punch and kick? Good times.

Yeah, that sounds like you suffered from both bulimia (binging and purging) and anorexia (not eating or eating and exercising all the calories away).

I'm sorry that you went through something so difficult. It's sort of like being an alcoholic I think. Like you can stop actually doing it so much but you still think about it. But I believe in you! Remember that you are a beautiful person no matter what your size is.

Tai Kwon Do is cool. I know what you're talking about. I think there's probably stuff online if you want to look it up.

It happens!

I used to drink nearly daily but I haven't been lately... I've never tried any drugs thankfully, I'd hate to get addicted to anything besides caffeine.

Yeah, I felt like a dragon ball z character doing it in middle school.

You're doing really good then! Yay!

My mom is an alcoholic and she used to do drugs. My sister was a drug addict and died from it. And Kevin's mom and dad (we only met him once) are both alcoholics. It sucks.

I don't do any drugs besides caffeine and I only drink occasionally. And I'm always careful about when I drink.

I hear that martial arts are very good for the body and mind. Fun fun.

It's horrible... I have an aunt who is an alcoholic and I'm pretty sure M's dad might be one or is well on his way. I've seen other people addicted to drugs and it's hard to watch at times.

Yeah! But I really think I just want to start running! It looks so relaxing. I used to try too but I have to build myself up all over again.

it's a very sad thing.

Running is supposed to be really nice too.
I'm so overweight I can't run unless I think I'm going to die. lol