Sorry you're not feeling well :\
You can get full dental coverage here with Medicaid up until you're 21.
Then I guess they stop giving a fuck about you \u8/
I went to see a dentist today, hoping they'd pull my very infected tooth.
She said that since the infection has spread to my jaw and possibly my glands, it was possible that if they gave me shots to numb my mouth for the extraction that it might not work and I'd feel them pull my tooth.
So antibiotics first then maybe extraction.
She also said that since my tooth is so brittle and not much of it is left, she'd likely need to use a surgical drill to remove it.
I don't know what the difference is between a regular drill and a surgical drill 8u
Told her I was Agoraphobic too so she took that to mean that I'm terrified of dental procedures which is NOT true.
I'm not scared of any kind of dental work.
I've had wisdom teeth surgically removed, I've had numerous fillings, I've had two root canals, and I've had a couple extractions.
I don't even flinch at that stuff xD
No, what scares me is being away from home and around people u8
Also, they gave me the prices of all my teeth and it's at least maybe $8,000 minimum to get all the dental work to fix my teeth.
Meanwhile I'm riddled with infection and pain and Medicaid just gives me the middle finger.
Then I have to sit and listen to people tell me "I told you so but you didn't listen!"
I told them a hundred times that I didn't take care of myself because I hated myself and wished I were dead and thought I was worthless garbage.
But you know, don't listen to me so you can say you told me so.
I hate people Bu
I also learned that I'm French today on my dad's side.
My great grandpa was German and French :3
Sooo all these years of me loving the French language and even my username Moi being French - I learn I am French.
A very small amount but it's there 8D