Oh damn. You think you picked up a bug from one of them? How are you feeling now??

Wonder why it was flagged... do you think someone tried to use it?

Why didn't you get food stamps? I'm kind of nervous about M quitting his job... I wish he hadn't.

Sick Issue-
I'm still pretty blah.. but better than I was a week ago. Don't want to jinx anything..

Paypal Issue-
They won't say why or how it was flagged.. security issues =A= my account... TELL ME WHATS WRONG WITH IT! D:<

But I find it weird that it happens a little over a month after my final PC payment... A friend helped me get my new PC and I had been paying them back 105$-150$ a month. I paid it off in May, everything worked fine in June... But July... access denied galore Dx

Foodstamp Issue-

Turns out we didn't report the rent increase we got. We didn't know the rent was going up... =x= Everything is all fixed, but as punishment for not reporting the rent increase, they're gonna take 10 or so $ off of our foodstamps this month.. Next month we actually get an increase of foodstamps because of the rent going up... like.. dude.. if you ignored the rent increase thing, they'd be giving us less foodstamps than what they should be giving us.. rent goes up = we get more foodstamps. >-> Like.. us not reporting this thing we didn't even know about.. was only screwing us over in the end if no one caught onto it..

But we'll get our foodstamps tomorrow .. now lets hope we can get a ride to the stores tomorrow =A=

(I titled the 3 different topics we're talking about all at once >w>)

Well, I do hope the worst is over for you. Hoping not to jinx you either. xD We won't speak any more of this.

Weird... I hope you can get it resolved. I've been having issues with mine too. Like, I had to add a card just to donate to Kofk. Before it let me use my bank account but nope, not anymore.

Well at least you'll get them soon, that's good at least. ._.

We're gonna be tight on money until he finds new work. This sucksssssss...

I wonder if thats why I can't even get paypal to log in from the donation page... I want the event pet but when I go to donate, I get stuck on the paypal logging in circle.


we're always tight on monz -rolls around sadly- I make it work.

Speaking of money:

Yesterday when I went to the bank.. my neighbor had her sister with her and I got into talking about mom falling, then mom calling to get an alert pendant and how it costs 40$ (that we don't have) each month for the service (pendant is free) and I said that it's coming out of moms allowance because she refuses to listen to me when I tell her to stay inside at night after taking her meds. Conversation went onto the allowance and then the sister goes "you should get a real job" ... bitch... taking care of a mentally ill woman is a real job .. ohio just doesn't pay me for it like other states do D:<

I sooo wanted to say that... but I kept my mouth shut. =x= Like.. she said this minutes after I mention mom falling over and hitting her head on my bedroom door. ... THERE IS A REASON I AM HER CAREGIVER! D:<

Then she was all "since you like taking care of the elderly then you could get into that kind of work" ... uhh... what makes you think i LIKE this? I told her "I don't like caring for elderly.. mom's lucky I love her." that is what I said.

I felt like mentioning my own disabilities and how I'm trying to get on SSI myself.. but she seemed like the closed minded asshat that would say "your too young for disabilities!" so again, I kept my mouth shut. =x=

People say you need to respect your elders... dude.. if the elders are disrespectful, fuck that. Respect is fuckin earned no matter how old you are.

Mine was saying something about my bank or something not allowing the transfer but it was working still on other sites just not this one. That's so annoying about it not loading though. Are you going to call again or try to donate another way?

People always like to try to tell other people what they should do or what they think is best. She sounds way into your business... I admire you for having the strength to not start unnecessary arguments, a lot of times stuff just comes out of my mouth. But yeah, sounds like your mom shouldn't be left by herself so I understand why you stay at home. Don't worry about her, like you said she's just closed minded probably and doesn't understand your situation.

I agree 100%. I don't give anyone respect automatically.

Firn told me how to donate directly from the paypal website as the paypal donation button won't work for me ovo -waits for FC- I hope the pet won't go away till I can gets it! >A<

When/if the paypal website refuses to let me add mons to my account from the bank again, I'll probably bring up the KofK issue then.


I don't tend to speak up in real life unless I get to a snapping point. My snapping point is.. it takes a while to get there. =w= I'm often told I should speak up more and do more to defend myself... like.. whats the point. All that does is just leads to more stress and drama. =A=


Where'd that whole 'respect your elders' crap come from anyway? =A= My aunts were always telling me this because I didn't like my grandmother (she was verbally abusive and mean. She physically abused mom when mom was little too.. (abused the other aunts/uncles (bish had 10 kids) but they all forgave her.)) It's just like.. why should I respect someone who is so mean? >:x

I tend to get an attitude whenever someone gives me one, I need to be better about it but it's so hard to take shit from people.

I don't know... xD Well, the truth is... you shouldn't. I guess there's several of those little 'rules' that don't make sense. They must have been made by mean people to excuse their behavior.

I try to ignore it all... except I end up ranting about it on discord =A=


That's probably the reason.. =A=

I feel a bit better today ovo gonna watch the Natsume's Book of Friends movie with mom later! Been waiting for someone to Fan Sub this movie since September (fan subbers prefer to wait for the DVD releases and that was in May)

I'm glad you're feeling better! I have items for you from the event, did you want one of everything?

one of everything is good o3o

mainly the hair items background and squirt gun. I didn't get any items =A=

haven't gotten my FC yet so no pet for me QAQ



mom just got stung by a bee 3-4 times.. she's allergic. Gave her, her epipen... she refuses to go to the hospital...

I got her on the oxygen that is left over from her pnemonia from 2 years ago. (they refuse to take it away ... =x=) We put vinegar on it and an ice pack. Vinegar is drawing out the venom. Gave her an ibuprofen for pain and inflamation.. done everything I can do.. =A=

This is all because the landlady refuses to keep the damn dumpster lids open D:< The only time we ever get stung, is when we have to lift those damned lids... I always take the heavier stuff out at night..

mom and I are both short too so it takes us a while to get our trash into the dumpster .. we're both at risk. I don't have an epipen..