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Re: The Frosty Castle

Posted: Jun 21st, '13, 18:33
by Cremuex Levier
Bachelor of Psychological Science so I can become a Clinical Psychologist (basically a professional counselor).

I have migraines and more often then not it can be set off by the flickering lights the university uses so I can't do it on campus without vomiting and fainting and having visual distortions and stuff. I've also been having problems with severe depression and suicidal thoughts since some close family members have died somewhat recently (like, the last five years, so my father and grandfather). And I've been dealing with some problems with PTSD (Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder) from being raped repeatedly and beaten for 19 odd months after my mother kicked me out of the house when dad died and she moved on to dating truckers and random strangers off the internet a month after his death. Well- lets just say quite a few things have been going on lately that the university doesn't think I can be stable enough with to study even though having something productive to do will actually take my mind off things...

I generally try not to bring it up though since it's kind of personal and I don't like feeling like I'm bothering other people...

Re: The Frosty Castle

Posted: Jun 21st, '13, 18:54
by Hibari97
Woah.. Cremuex that sounds like it's really painful.. well.. mentally..
How old are you?
And by the way is it just migraines or are you an epileptic? o.o

Re: The Frosty Castle

Posted: Jun 21st, '13, 18:58
by Cremuex Levier
I'm 22.

It's just Aura Migraines for me, I don't have epilepsy, so that's a plus.

Re: The Frosty Castle

Posted: Jun 21st, '13, 19:17
by Hibari97
*cuddles you o3o*

I don't see any pluses about it xD

Re: The Frosty Castle

Posted: Jun 21st, '13, 19:26
by Cremuex Levier
I do, for me, the plus side is I don't have seizures and convulsions like an epileptic, so that's nice. :qhehe:

Re: The Frosty Castle

Posted: Jun 21st, '13, 19:28
by Kailzee
Aww, Cremuex... that sounds horrible. D:
I really hope you're in a safer place now, away from your abusers.

I have a bit of PTSD too... so I know it's not an easy thing to live with. >.<

Re: The Frosty Castle

Posted: Jun 21st, '13, 19:32
by Oracle of Ice
Something small to start this off with...

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Re: The Frosty Castle

Posted: Jun 21st, '13, 19:33
by Hibari97
Oracle of Ice wrote:Something small to start this off with...

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Yeah xD I need some dresses and tops <.< Don't have any, so I was glad, that I won the first dress up contest, so I could get the green dress xD

I think it would be nicer if you were feeling well, Cremuex.. xD QwQ
Woah Blaze, you too? o,o

Re: The Frosty Castle

Posted: Jun 21st, '13, 19:41
by Cremuex Levier
Yeah, I'm living with Beau, my boyfriend. He's very understanding and he doesn't mind if I want to sleep in a separate bed from him because of... reasons. And my friends are really lovely too so I try to make sure the people in my life know that I appreciate them and love them very much.

Congrats Hibari!

@Blaze, do you get dissociated too? It's one of the reasons I can't go on campus, sometimes grocery shopping in crowded shopping complexes can be hell enough.

Re: The Frosty Castle

Posted: Jun 21st, '13, 19:46
by Hibari97
Thanks :3

Awww.. Cremuex we love you all QuQ
Don't worry about anything..