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Re: Official Thread Killer Hangout -Animez-
Posted: May 11th, '20, 22:12
by Demonskid
i really don't want to resort to 'therapy' just to get ssi... they'll just shove pills at me >A<
they made me see one once just to get an idea of my issues.. but once isn't much to get to know someone properly >A<
Re: Official Thread Killer Hangout -Animez-
Posted: May 11th, '20, 22:16
by Moi
I don't think regular therapists can prescribe pills.
Only my Psychiatrist could do that - my psychologist can't.
I just go to see him and talk for like 45 minutes u8
There's this guy my mom takes my sister to see and he's some kind of...psychiatrist because he gives medications.
My mom said I saw him years ago, but I don't remember.
She said he saw how I didn't make eye contact and looked on edge and he could tell I was Agoraphobic u8
I don't remember a lot of things.
It makes me wonder 8u
Re: Official Thread Killer Hangout -Animez-
Posted: May 11th, '20, 22:23
by Demonskid
oAo is eye contact a sign of that?
I was telling my counselor the other day during our phone appointment that I would get yelled lots at because I have a hard time looking people in the eye... QAQ
eyes are creepy... unless its art or a photo... or a cats eyes.. o3o IRL people eyes are creepy...
Re: Official Thread Killer Hangout -Animez-
Posted: May 11th, '20, 23:14
by Moi
Not making eye contact is a sign of an anxiety disorder.
A lot of people think it's a sign of being dishonest too xD
My therapist had to encourage me to make eye contact.
Then I started doing it and then I'd never break eye contact, which is apparently creepy.
So I try to do it then look away a lot xD
Re: Official Thread Killer Hangout -Animez-
Posted: May 11th, '20, 23:32
by Demonskid
my last boyfriend said it was rude to not 'look at people' when your speaking with them.. it went like this:
BF: Look at me when I'm talking to you! it's rude!
DK: I am... -stares at chest- o3o...
BF: No your not. when you talk to someone you look them in the eye
DK: eww.. eyes are creepy.. no QAQ
he was also the dude that said i was emotionless, and said that i was a 'lady' and 'ladies' wear dresses and that I needed to start wearing dresses because i was a 'lady'.... =A= i was like.. fk.. you....
i told him i hated kids and i didn't want any (especially after just 2 weeks of dating.. ew) and he goes "you'd love my nephew" I was all "dude. I don't even like my own nephew, why would I like yours?" and he was all "because he's my nephew and i know you'll love him"
I could hear him thinking "because i said you will love him" =A=
Re: Official Thread Killer Hangout -Animez-
Posted: May 12th, '20, 01:42
by Moi
Yeah, people are ignorant to anxiety disorders.
They just assume you're being rude or you're guilty of something if you don't stare into their eyeballs >__>
Yeah, I don't care a lot for kids and I don't want any ever.
Kids make me anxious and I help raise my sister so I might as well say I have a kid xD
But I see people defend themselves against others just because they don't want kids.
Like I had no idea people who don't want kids get so persecuted.
People need to mind their own business u8
I actually commented on a Youtube video that I don't care for kids and don't want any and I don't like people hurting kids.
I got praised for not wanting kids to get hurt just because I said I don't want any .__.
Re: Official Thread Killer Hangout -Animez-
Posted: May 12th, '20, 02:02
by Demonskid
He was a control freak... =A=
Made me go to a BAR full of smoke despite me having asthma but couldn't take me to a roller rink because he didn't want to fall and go boom.. =x=
I don't like kids, but I also don't like seeing kids hurt >x<
The other day I saw a pack of them climbing and jumping on a car like evil little monkeys, and I rolled my eyes, pissed that their parents could care less if these kids got hurt falling off the car.
If I am stuck being around them I just smile and talk to them calmly, wishing the ground would hurry up and swallow me.... =w=
Re: Official Thread Killer Hangout -Animez-
Posted: May 12th, '20, 02:25
by Moi
Yeah, fuck people like that 8u
Kids are loud. I hate loud sounds. Adults are loud too, but not as often as kids.
That works for me too xD
Re: Official Thread Killer Hangout -Animez-
Posted: May 12th, '20, 02:29
by Demonskid
Kids are expensive too...
I reread that series i love so much... the 4th time.. waiting for vol 3 to come out Dx save me.. i want more of it...
Re: Official Thread Killer Hangout -Animez-
Posted: May 12th, '20, 20:25
by Moi
They are. Someone I watch said they should force it on people how expensive raising kids is so they remember to use protection xD
I'm waiting for a package, myself 8u
I ordered this series for my mom because she couldn't watch the show anywhere xD