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Re: Official Thread Killer Hangout -Animez-
Posted: Jun 10th, '20, 02:49
by Demonskid
I can't remember names!!! >:x The tall dude with white hair is boring anyway Dx
it was 92°f today -stole your little temp dot thinger... o3o ... °3° .. hehe)
I went outside to get something a friend was bringing, stood out there for 10 minutes maybe.. either my rosacia is real bad or my face is sunburned >:x
why do diabetics eat stuff they shouldn't? o3o
Re: Official Thread Killer Hangout -Animez-
Posted: Jun 10th, '20, 20:58
by Moi
xD
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You can probably get a sunburn that quick.
I was mowing the other day and got one on my face u8
He said he didn't want to lose one of his last freedoms.
My dad loves food like I do.
It brings comfort and happiness and to lose that, fucking sucks 8u
Re: Official Thread Killer Hangout -Animez-
Posted: Jun 10th, '20, 21:43
by Demonskid
i got off the phone an hour ago with the court for the ssi stuff.. x-x i started to have a panic attack near the end and it got worse after I hung up
my right arm also went numb from holding the phone too tight x=x i don't do well on phones
I asked mom about her ssi hearing... she said the vocational specialist listed a lot of jobs for her that she could possibly do.. i got 2-3 listed for me? ._. one of them got scratched off as more of my issues got listed... i only heard office helper and mail clerk.. and mail clerk was the one that got scratched off the list x-x its pretty sad that there are so few jobs i could actually do with my issues....
i had to wake mom up just so she could talk to me and tell me about her hearing from .. 27.. 28 years ago... >x>, i was crying for NO reason after I hung up... and that freaked her out so she came out and is sitting with me..
i've calmed down since.. but.. I NEVER WANNA DO THAT AGAIN QAQ
Re: Official Thread Killer Hangout -Animez-
Posted: Jun 10th, '20, 21:59
by Moi
I'm sorry ;; -hugs-
They kept trying to make my mom work. She won her disability, then lost it, and was trying to get it back.
She told them numerous times that she can't work and they kept sending her notices saying she needed to get a job.
She went and told the lady and she was like "Oh, okay. I got it!"
Then continued sending her notices saying she needed to get a job.
>___>
My dad tried to file for his disability. They said since he had a job, he can't get it.
He has a job, because how else will he afford to live =__=
He's Diabetic, his kidneys are functioning at a low %, his shoulder is fucked up, he has sleep apnea and Narcolepsy, he's getting older but they denied him. Because he has a job. To support himself because they keep denying him. How the fuck is he supposed to support himself if he has no income xD
Re: Official Thread Killer Hangout -Animez-
Posted: Jun 10th, '20, 22:11
by Demonskid
They asked me why barely ever worked.. and I was all "o3o i put in applications but they never hired me!"
I don't stutter.. at least not that I've noticed... and yet I was stuttering so bad when talking to mom.. i rambled a lot on the phone with the judge... x-x
getting on ssi ... is a pain... i hate it QAQ I hope they accept my application now -cries- that is now my biggest fear... so many people who need it can't get on it.. its so stupid.. i'm scared QAQ
Re: Official Thread Killer Hangout -Animez-
Posted: Jun 10th, '20, 23:29
by Moi
I stumble over words when I talk. Especially when I'm upset.
One reason I don't like talking in real life - I can't talk right xD
Well, rambling can show people you do have an anxiety disorder.
Well, if they know what it looks and sounds like <<
Yeah, there's a lot of people trying to get it and are on it.
But I mean, if you can't hold down a job and have a legit disability and health issues, you should be given it :\
Re: Official Thread Killer Hangout -Animez-
Posted: Jun 10th, '20, 23:35
by Demonskid
my agoraphobia never came up.. but i think it was evident that i had it by my not taking trash out right away and issues at grocery stores on occasion ...
x-x ugh.. i'm just so scared i screwed up...
Re: Official Thread Killer Hangout -Animez-
Posted: Jun 11th, '20, 01:30
by Moi
I hope you get it. I had no problems getting mine, but it's because I had a psychiatrist and doctors back me up :\
Re: Official Thread Killer Hangout -Animez-
Posted: Jun 11th, '20, 01:35
by Demonskid
I only heard my foot doctor and chiropractor mentioned.. wtf was my family doc on this issue D:< wtf!!!
My previous counselor sent in stuff too, she was the one who convinced me it'd be a good idea to get on SSI in the first place! THEN ABANDONED ME BEFORE THE COURT DATE! QAQ
they asked if i took meds for my anxieties and i told them I had too many paranoid issues with meds due to my mom and her personal pharmacy >->,
I think it helped that the vocational person said that my issues cut 17000 jobs nationwide into half... or something... i think... x-x my brain had shut down by this point so I'm having issues remembering what was said
Re: Official Thread Killer Hangout -Animez-
Posted: Jun 11th, '20, 01:57
by Moi
>___>
How do you abandon someone when you sent them to do it to begin with uB<
I do that too. My brain just shuts down while people are talking xD
I think it's from lack of sleep,though u8