xD yea its like a typical indian style nose ring though xDD So maybe not as cute as you think? xD


:O WHAT THAT IS CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYY! >< your poor back!!!

:/ I thought it was more common to not eat when depressed? Cause that's how I was so small when I was younger >< I would eat once a day... and that's it. xP only got 90pounds... and I was 5,3. I'm now... xD 130

@Errisa; omigoodness that sounds so amazing. and no, my legs are soooo NOT skinny. it's the thing I hate the most about myself. =___=;;

Dude, considering how long it takes to shave I think I can handle waiting 40 min! XD That's good to know you need to keep it plugged in, though. o,o and I could prob ask my mom for help. XD

Oh wow, we're about the same size/weight, except you're a little taller. o,o

@Vee; I remember you saying that before, it's crazy how much weight is from your boobs, lol.

D< I disagreeee, you are NOT a piece of shit.

well the latter part of that is pretty awesome. o; though I'm sorry to hear you don't feel as confident in your insides.. you seem like a pretty genuinely wonderful person to me, so hey. xP and god yes, I think androgyny is EXTREMELY attractive as well. XD

that wouldn't surprise me. :/ it affected all those things for me as well. it's funny you mention memory, because the years when my depression was at it's worst are practically a blur for me. I hardly remember anything except how generally fucking shitty I felt. XD

I wonder if you have somewhere in your state that does Nutrition Response Testing? I think that's what it's called.. it's something that had amazing results for me. Like it sounds like total BS but somehow it works. Magically so. It helped my depression incredibly (plus continuing regular therapy), as well as some other health issues. Right now I'm using it again for my vertigo. I wouldn't be surprised if it could help with appetite as well.. in fact I'll ask my doctor at my next appointment. o:
Another thing I've found to be very helpful is acupuncture.

@Vee-hmm none close up XD but I googled and its very similar to this
Just way smaller xD

>< I'm glad you got the removed! Sound like a hassle!

:o yea I guess so. it depends on everyone!

>> yea to me it doesn't sound awesome. its like nooo you need to eat more! I would be saying its awesome if you eat 300x more than needed and still skinny and healthy.

@LAci- ohh for me I dry shave xD -so no water or anything... it takes me 20mins max- But yea this was the best thing I ever bought!! You don't need to keep it plugged in... but after 30mins it gets hard >< and I want it to flow nice and easy.


:o another thing to add to our list of similarities

@Errisa; Ahh I've done that a few times but somehow it seems to get me more cuts o-o maybe I just suck at it xDD
Oooh okay, makes sense!

I should probably head to bed-- have an opening shift in the morning so I need to be up in 8 hours. XD It will probably be quiet so I'll get online at work again. Talk to you lovelies tomorrow~~ <333

Problem is I have very sensitive skin so if I don't hydrate after shaving >< it will swell and look like rashes!

Anyway :D see you tmr!

I still can't borrow the camera to try a selfie, so have a doggy!

(hmmm... I might still have an old FB picture... gonna have to check. If that'll do...)


Edit: I found one from my birthday party (with the dog ) and a graduation photo!here we go... this was taken the day after my birthdayparty
I guess I have more pictures than I thought! I even found one from my last cosplayish outfit...

youre adorable
the dog is adorable
youre both adorable

thanks. Sad to say I don't agree...
I always feel too large and clumsy for my own skin. doesn't help that all my friends are the short and cuddly type in looks and the opposite to me in character (not very cuddly at all and all grace)

My dog is the sweetest right! I love her to bits. She keeps following me everywhere...

Errisa, Lacrimosa: I think I'll stay out of the whole shaving issues... I don't really shave cause I don't have a lot of bodyhair and whenever someone in my family starts shaving it grows back in double that amount, so I'm kind of scared to start that...

Vee: you seem like a wonderful person... Don't worry too much?
And yes, depression can definitely affect how much you eat. I had a period I gained like crazy, cause I could hardly eat anything (I gain when I don't eat, so sorry, needing to add this clarification). It all depends on your own body really. I was listless, didn't feel like anything. Couldn't decide anything for myself either... I just didn't feel like it. Food was the same. Even when I was hungry, I just didn't feel like anything so ended up waiting till I wasn't hungry anymore...

Hello!

what's the topic so far? I haven't posted in here in a while, well kofk as a whole too.

New event brought me back