@Julez: It seems to me I want many things, but end up only dreaming about them and not taking much action

I get the flash in the pan moments when I do take action, but well, it's a flash and I can't stick to it
I need to kick my own butt. Here's the list of things I want to achieve:
regular exercising
(re-)learn Japanese, Hindi, Swedish
write that effing book, dog damn it
write fanfictions in the meantime
take a course in dubbing
But I end up coming here and spending my whole time here even if I'd want to write something. Maybe it's because I don't feel comfortable writing in the office...
I had a few lessons of Italian, didn't study at all and still the vocabulary and all that were staying in my head, like it was coming naturally. But I really hated the sound of the language itself. And my mom was all "ooh, Italian is so beautiful, I wish I could learn it blabla" so why don't you? ;>.> I know you barely speak English, but no one says you can't learn Italian because of that XD Oh well. That's my mom.
Greek I hear at times at my work (boss is Greek) and whenever he speaks it, I can't shake the feeling he's angry, even if he's tone is gentle
But listening to Shakira makes me want to learn Spanish XD
Lol, how funny, here I'm posting about languages and a guy at work began asking me about Hindi grammar and then began about other languages and he ended up being scolded by his supervisor because he's supposed to be calling people XD Yeah, he's young and talkative
I know, but we got so lazy...

We were cooking ourselves when we previously were living with my grandma. Then my sister showed up needing a place to live in, so we moved to bf's step-dad's place and there we couldn't cook anything in peace unless we wanted to be criticised for every tiniest thing, so we gave up and got used to ordering food... I should convince bf to make some bigger shopping and food planning this weekend.
Food talk, and it reminded me I'm hungry XD