When I was little there was this kitten. It's mother was hit by a car moving her litter elsewhere because of the local kids, the kitten was the last one... I took the kitten in, named her Tenshi...

She was really bad constipated. We took her to the nearest vet. Because we didn't have the money up front, they told us, "Let her die peacefully with euthanasia or let her suffer and die. We can't treat her without the money. Your choice."

This was a vet our old Tom Cat use to see, they use to let us pay in installments. Because other people never paid, they had to stop installment payments >:x

Nothing's changed since then. >A<

I know right!! >:x


None of my aunts want to help =A=

If a child crying for a vet to save her kitten didn't work. I doubt a 30 year old woman crying for her cat to be saved won't work either.


you'll find it ono

Mom gets one on the first of the month, but we had to get a lot of stuff we ran out of this month... on top of bills of course =A= 750 doesn't go far with 2 people...

I wasn't able to get on ssi QnQ




Seee... o3o told ya you'd find him.


-watches Casper-

I was applying for the disability version of SSI. They said I wasn't because I prefer alternative methods of treatment instead of taking meds. With my Social Anxiety, Agoraphobia, Phone-phobia, IBS... I have issues standing long periods of times, carpal tunnel... too much wrong but hey.. I can go be an office helper, postal service sorter, or a... marker? what ever the hell that is....

3 Jobs.. 1 I never heard of, 1 there are none near me, and the other.. not hiring
Who cares if I end up on the toilet for .5-1.5 hours! Something that really would get me fired after all... =A= As long as they put me near a bathroom, who cares!

I want to try again, but I'll need to get a different lawyer as mine abandoned me after just 1 trial (and it takes a few trials before acceptance) and I need to get a new counselor...

Back in July when I 'disappeared' I was really sick.. I had 'double booked' doctors. Chiropractor and Counselor. If the taxi would have gotten me on time, I woulda been home on time for the Counseling phone appointment. Well, the asshat called early and bitched at mom because I wasn't at home.

2 days later I get my SSI rejection letter.

Then the rest of that week shit went wrong. One of mom's dr buildings was inaccessible due to power lines being down. The heat caused them to sag and then they caught hold of a semi trailer >->,
We called the office from my cell from the taxi. Lady on the line was all "You can still get through" and the Taxi was all "no I can't it's illegal!" while I was trying to explain to the lady myself why we couldn't. I couldn't hear what the lady was saying because of the taxi lady talking over the both of us... it's one of the things that aggravate my phone-phobia so I was getting a headache and feeling sick...

I forget what else happened that week because by that point, I was just too stressed and sick...


By the time I started feeling better the next month, I had realized my counselor never called to check in on me. My old one would have.
I haven't called to make a new appointment since. But I need to.. x-x my thoughts at night are going haywire.



xD yea cats have like an internal spring system to keep them from hurting themselves when jumping down from at least 5 feet. 2 stories and up though, there is a chance of injury.