I question if things can be changed or if everything is set on a path and no one has control over it.
I'm really interested in some out there things and I find altering the past interesting.
I didn't have the best upbringing, but I turned out okay.
Minus the crippling anxiety and depression xD
But I was treated badly by a lot of people, even teachers, and had a lot of anger and still have a lot of anger.
But instead of inflicting pain on others, I do the opposite of that.
I try to be nice to people and don't want to hurt anyone.
I've had people, even my own family, joke about me being a school shooter. All because I was quiet and withdrawn.
I still am quiet and withdrawn, but I can't even kill roaches. And I hate those.
There actually was a guy that shot people not long ago.
I watched a video of his manifesto, and it was shocking to see that we had so much in common.
But he did what I'd never do.
It's interesting to see people so similar, be the complete opposite.