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Oh God uB
My mom gets them in her back, but she says they make her sick sometimes :\
She also can't take narcotics because of her previous history.
You can take stuff like Motrin, Advil, Aspirin but those are NSAIDS which can cause bleeding ulcers.
So really....what should someone do xD
I used to take Motrin like it was candy because I didn't know about bleeding ulcers <<

I'm paranoid about pills so I rarely take them. If I take a pain pill, you know I'm in pain. >A<

We have Ibprofin, Naproxin, and her Oxy.. mainly because we hardly ever have money for the over the counter stuff.

I wish we could go back to the shots in the spine.. =A= I'm terrified of her getting into my room and taking the pills back and then OD-ing on them >:x

I try not to take anything and then my mom complains because I complain but do nothing about it xD

Me: Mooom I have a headache u,8
Mom: Take some Motrin 8U
Me: No. u,8
Mom: >BU

I got Naproxen from my doctor. I told him I was afraid to take NSAIDS and that's what he gave me.
>Bu

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That disturbs me.
Shots in the spine.
uB

I wish people would live their lives and not have to suffer from their bodies breaking down.
It's like you live so long and you're punished for it.

My eye doctor and I were talking about aging and stuff, I told him that I planned on dying before 65. He said that was probably a smart choice, better quality of life instead of quantity of life.

I'm 31 and already falling apart, I don't want to end up like mom. So.. people can shut up about my eating habits clogging my arteries, ITS PART OF MAH PLAN DARN IT! >:o

For me it'll be like:

Mom: whats wrong?
Me: got a headache =A=
Mom: Take a pain pill!
Me: No! >:x
Mom: QAQ bu but but... your hurting! take a pain pill...
Me: Ima go nap instead o3o

I don't expected to live to be very old 8u
My dad thought he'd die at 50 because that's when my grandpa died, but he's like...60, I think.

I'm also falling apart. I get told I'm just fat and to lose weight and my body will be fine.
That's not how it works Bu
The damage is done.
Losing weight would make me feel a little better, but it won't fix what's already broken.

I mean, if I'm really really in pain, I'll suck down a few pain pills 8U
But usually it's just annoying and I can live with it.

living past a certain age looks like it'll suck ._.

Yea.. I get told that too.. it's getting annoying to be told to lose weight. I actually do try, but nothing I do works. But because I'm still fat everyone just assumes I'm lazy and not even trying.

I was doing some dancing today to get some cardio in, and my feet started hurting so bad. I had to stop.. that and my asthma doesn't like prolonged activity.. =w=

screw pills... thats what naps are for >:3

I think it depends. If you're healthy and have good friends and family, I'm sure it's a good thing.

Yeah, people don't always understand being fat. I can eat like one sandwich over three days and people will assume I sit and stuff my face nonstop.
I think one of my problems is that I don't eat enough and so my body is in constant starvation mode.
I could also exercise more ofc xD

My toes get sore when I walk around. Don't know why. I mean...I guess cuz I'm heavy but it's like...blister-y pain.

I don't take naps. They make me uncomfortable xD

-has no one but mom- ._. .... being a recluse NEET ... what ever we're called these days has its setbacks apparently.

My right foot, any pressure applied to it causes it to hurt. The foot doc is all "wear your boot" and I'm like "it hurts >:x" and hes all "don't make it so tight!" and I'm all "I dont! D8 Even my ace bandage brace wrap thingy hurts it!!!"
then he just drops it all together because there's nothing on the xray. Probably a type of arthritis or something.. that's all I can think of.. but the naproxin he gives me doesn't help this pain.. helps my ankle and tendon pain tho >->

I need to stop taking naps.. my sleep schedule is sooo messed up because mom keeps falling and calling me at night.

That's not true - you have a lot of friends >8u
And snails. And shrimps. And cats. u8<

I was going to say maybe you have a bone spur but that would show up on an x-ray right?
My mom's friend had one and her foot hurt so bad.
They can occur in your back too which is disturbing uB
Maybe you can look up some exercised or stretches for your foot?
I know you don't know what's wrong, but people always suggest exercises or stretches u8
Things like Naproxen and Motrin and Aspirin only work for inflammation and pain around the inflammation, right?
Maybe that's not what's wrong with your foot and so it doesn't work 8u

When I take naps, I tend to wake up confused and irritable and it really makes me anxious.

Snails, shrimp and cats won't keep me housed when my mom passes. I doubt any of my friends would let me stay them till I can get on SSI either.. I also doubt they'd actually help me out with getting ON ssi.. ._.

Yea, bone spurs would show up on an Xray. There are only so many ways you can stretch a foot and I do those. xD I also have a special boot that helps stretch out the tendon (my tendons are tearing slowly) and another boot to help when I need compression.

Yea, naproxin only helps with inflammation which is what happens when my tendons tear a bit. Which means whatever is wrong with my foot, its not due to inflammation. There's no fractures or breaks... No lumps or moles. It just hurts for no reason. ono

I didn't get any sleep last night so I napped this morning =w= didn't want to wake up but I couldn't go back to sleep after I did.

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