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Re: The ₡a$i₦o

Posted: Jun 18th, '20, 11:34
by Pandemonium
Yeah, no. You gotta behave if you want me to feed you. Talk about biting the hand that feeds you.

... lol that's actually kind of cute. I'd totes try and pet him.

I haven't seen any Ripley's so I probably saw it on a medical show. Not to say that you must have, too. It's highly likely both shows covered the incident. In which case, it could be either that you saw it on.

That's a bit like my mom's way of dealing with anger. At least she has put in effort to change and has. I'm sorry you have to deal with that.

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Re: The ₡a$i₦o

Posted: Jun 18th, '20, 20:56
by Moi

He tried to attack Momo again last night so we chased him off again.
And again, he was back on the porch wanting food xD

He lets us pet him and he meows at us and he started to love on my leg last night.
He can be sweet, but he's mostly mean >8u
And I think he may be one of the kittens that disappeared o_O
He's not solid black like I thought - he has white hairs on his chest.
One of the black cats had white fur on its chest 8u

When he meows sometimes, it legit sounds like "hello" o_O
My mom said he's creepy because of his eyes, but he looks like a cat xD
I want to name him, but I want it to be something like an Aztec or Mayan name 8u
I think it'd fit him.

I never forgot the story either way. I noticed a long time ago that there's parts on my body where I can't feel pain.
Like I've had people poke me and pinch me and even punch me there and I felt no pain 8u


I used to have an explosive temper, but looks at the environment I grew up in =_=
While I can get angry really fast, I tend to hold my tongue a lot or wait until I calm down to respond.
Not always like that - sometimes I just explode because I bottle things up xD

Why do I bottle things up? Because I'm tired of yelling and arguing all the time. So I don't want to cause it to happen even more and I bottle things up.
But it eventually explodes xD


Re: The ₡a$i₦o

Posted: Jun 19th, '20, 08:51
by Sunlight
Aw, he's learning, hopefully. But he disappeared but reappeared? With a nick on his ear, maybe?

lol


That's so odd. I'm sensitive all over my body as far as I know.

I tend to bottle things up, too. Growing up, whenever I started getting unhappy at all my parents would, rather than ask why I'm unhappy, but tell me why I'm unhappy and then explain why it's ridiculous to be unhappy for that reason. So I never really learned to stand up for myself, because why bother? No one really cares why I'm unhappy. They just care that I'm unhappy and since I'm unhappy it must be due to this ridiculous reason that they make up for me.

Re: The ₡a$i₦o

Posted: Jun 21st, '20, 04:04
by Moi

Maybe They used to be around a lot. They'd come to us and let us pet them and pick them up.
Then poof.
8u

>XD
Kiri was like that when my dad was here.
He was like "Hello UB!?

I don't know if it's a nerve problem or not.
I feel pain all over my body randomly xD


-hugs- ;;
I got yelled at when I'd cry.
I'd get told I had no reason to be sad.

Re: The ₡a$i₦o

Posted: Jun 22nd, '20, 07:37
by Sunlight
Hopefully they just found a nice foster/furever homes.

lol Was your dad confused, wondering who was saying hello?

Oh god I do too! I think it must be stress related because I haven't noticed it for a while now.

*hugs back* Me too. I would get hit for crying. It didn't make me cry any less. It just made me very good at crying quietly.

Re: The ₡a$i₦o

Posted: Jun 22nd, '20, 20:52
by Moi

I hope so. I hope all the cats that have disappeared are in good homes. And not dead.

Yeah, because he didn't see Kiri. He just heard "Hello" xD


It's either stressed or Fibromyalgia.
I was told that that could be a symptom for me.
Because I'll just be sitting here and then a sharp stabbing pain in my stomach or leg or back.
Like for no reason o_O
It's like someone just ran up and stabbed me >8u


Yeah, and that's the thing. Yelling and hitting someone for crying doesn't make them stop.
Especially kids.
I see cases of people hitting their BABIES for crying.
Hitting them isn't going to make them be quiet, dumbass >__>
Does it make you be quiet if I yell at you and hit you? NO? >BU


Re: The ₡a$i₦o

Posted: Jun 23rd, '20, 05:58
by Sunlight
Me too.

:qlol: so funny

Yeah, I've experienced that before, too. Maybe I should bring up Fibromyalgia. Since my doctors couldn't really explain why I was experiencing it. Or maybe it's just stress for me. Since I haven't experienced it for a while.

I mean, I got quieter. Babies, they won't understand why they're being hit so defos not. But adults probably will figure it out eventually.

Re: The ₡a$i₦o

Posted: Jun 23rd, '20, 21:39
by Moi

From what I've heard, Fibromyalgia is hard to diagnose because people experience it differently.
But there are some pretty sturdy symptoms like pain and tiredness and getting lost in a fog and having issues focusing and remembering.
It honestly sounds just like what I have xD

Crying is good. Not good to always cry, but crying is good.
So teaching people it's bad to cry is wrong.

Re: The ₡a$i₦o

Posted: Jun 24th, '20, 05:09
by Sunlight
That does sound like me. But that also sounds like depression.

Eh, I think it's worthwhile to teach people to be able to stand up for themselves without becoming overly emotional. You know, express negative emotions in a respectful, constructive and productive way. But I do think it's kind of useless to try and deny people from expressing said negative emotions at all.

Re: The ₡a$i₦o

Posted: Jun 24th, '20, 06:13
by Moi

I've felt so much better after a good cry.
I could be wishing I was dead, have a good cry, then feel much better.

Sadly, there's people you can't talk to.
Like my aunt.
Any time I try to talk to her, she just yells and drowns me out.
Once, I yelled what I was trying to say to her because she was yelling at me and she called me childish for yelling.