Kingdom of Knuffel

Nihal wrote:Thanks for giving me a pricing i had no idea since usefull is gone and i was away for a while. Well 335k should be possible for me to get. You can expect it nearing the weekend, until then please do hold the items that are still available. :)

Of course, they're all on hold for you c:

Popodoki wrote: @Zero: See now that's how long its been since we've spoke, way too long if you could ever imagine me getting knocked up at all! c''':

No I was talking about my baby, my dog Timo who passed away ;c

You're right though sadly most if not all of the Dutchies have left or aren't active at all around here anymore. I'm still sticking though! With a new name cause I finally got tired of the old one and decided I wanted something cuter ~ so I went with my tumblr name but I leave it up to people whether they want to use it because I'm totally fine with still being called Toten, that's still 'who I am' in the end c';

I've been pretty good, I have a fulltime job now! Going strong for over 2 years now.

Still a major Potterhead and Transformers fan, and I have a semi-full lolita wardrobe now! I think back when we still actively chatted I was still at that 'ooh pretty dresses but not for me aah I can't' phase? Well now I own too many :'D

And how've you been? It's really been years its like wow you remembered kofk exists haha o:

Quite. I mean, apparently you're asexual so that'd make it even worse, if you would've gotten knocked up. I'm not even sure if I knew this already.. I think I actually might've.. Then again, who knows. LMAO

And yeah, I got that as I kept on reading. I just thought it was funny to share with you that I initially was like: "Welp, Toten had a miscarriage?"

My sympathies, however. It's always heartbreaking to lose a pet. Especially a dog, because they are such a big part of the family. Then again.. I cried for days over one of my hamsters dying. xD But.. I was a kid, so that doesn't count I guess.

And I see, hah, well, you've always been the one whose shop we used to chat in, so in a way you're the captain of this ship. Gotta go down with it when it sinks, right? And yeah, it'd be kinda odd not to call you Toten after having referred to you in that way for years, though the same could be said about me and my username.

And you go girl! That's neat. Did you move out as well, or still living with the folks? I've read that you work in a small grocery store? That does sound kind of homely and nice. And about the understaffed part, I feel you there. Phew. Should be getting paid extra for that shit, yo.

And haha, I wouldn't have expected anything else on the Potter-front. Though.. Um Transformers? I never fricken had any clue you were into that. Is that perhaps something from the past few years? Or maybe it just went entirely over my head. o_0

And yes, I do remember you started to buy one or two of those dresses actually, back then. So you were already starting to dress yourself like that a bit. I remember pictures too. C: Nice to see your wardrobe expanded with those types of clothing. Gotta see more pics! Nothing's cuter than a girl in a lolita outfit! And that makes me sound like a creepy perv.. Ahem. Wait.. Nothing's cuter than an ADULT girl in a lolita outfit. At least I don't sound like a pedo anymore.

Hmm... I am pretty much the same.. I think? Still a loser. Still a derp. Still never go out. Still play games, watch anime, RP. Stil got financial issues. Still a geek with no life. =w=

And, I am doing pretty terrible. But I am pretty good, as well. :D That probably makes no sense. Let's just say my life is pretty darn awful but I still stay strong and always try to remain optimistic and focus on what IS good.

My life is pretty much about trying to keep crawling out of the pit of doom time and time again. Once I obtain victory, I get a little time to breathe, before life decides to push me back in. And the climb starts again. *huff huff* Just keep going, I suppose.

Unless the good Lord above decides to suddenly 'bless' me with a screaming whelp it ain't happening no c':

I'm still living with my parents, but I'm saving up for my own place, putting some money on the bank every month and such. My job does pay enough for me to do that luckily and I like the work and my colleagues. It does have its perks, its just the long period of being understaffed really weighed on everyone but its looking like its coming to an end though!

As soon as I get something in order for myself to live on my own I'm going to the nearest shelter haha
I really want a poodle <:

You want me to call you Dis or Zero? ;'P

Yesss Transformers, I was always a fan actually but I tended to stick to Harry Potter talk cause it has always been more common/well known

But its actually on the same level of obsession, though its ok if you didn't get it haha it is a lesser known fandom. And I don't own even a quarter of TF merch compared to my HP collection, so far anyway c':

check my tumblr for pics of me in lolita (and scroll down a bit haha) I have to say my latest outfits haven't been posted since I forget to take a pic 3/4 of the time I wear lolita :'x

Don't worry you're not a perv I know what you mean :P

You're not a loser! Do you have a job and your own place right now?

Just think of Dory, just keep swimming, just keep swimming ~

Understaffed seems an issue in some regions here, so they got lots of job openings, which, of course are bloody far away. So fuck my life. Of course in my region, one can't find a decent job. Figures. :P

A poodle huh? LOL. That's such a lolita pet, isn't it? xD
And hm.. I'd rather not go by my old user, since it's a name that I went by when I was pretty much a farce. =w=

Yeah, I seriously had no idea about the Transformer thing, I thought it was Dragonball next to Harry Potter.

I looked at your Tumbl, I like your outfits, you look cute in them. You should try to get a hat too, or make crazy hairdos. xD

And how dare you defy the thing that is the epitome of my existence? I am most certainly a perv, I will have you know. Proud to be on too. :P Just not into children. LMAO

And I keep juggling between jobs. Every 2-3 years I get kicked out. No contract renewals when they gotta extend it indefinitely. They don't do that anymore. Doesn't matter if everyone likes me, if I do an excellent job, if I never call in sick, if I never cause problems, if I am always willing to work overtime.. Nope.
Try hard, do your best, and... Nothing good will ever come to you. =_= It's pretty demotivating, to be honest. Hard to stay positive about it when the going gets tough and I gotta pack my bags and leave again, so to say. But then I just accept it, man the fuck up and move on. I know I will never stop trying, because that's just me. I always give it my all. And I do pick myself up quickly.

But yeah, it still sucks. I build up good relations with people at work, make connections, get settled in at a job.. To end up having to go once again.. And then it takes a month or 2-3 to get a new job, since they're scarce, so next to my massive debt, I gotta go by on the small amount of unemployment money. So the tiny bit of money I've saved up is then again gone. As right now, I am totally broke. Not a dime. Don't even know how I am going to manage paying bills at the end of the month, and it's making me so stressed.

Yeah, I still live alone. And with this unemployment break I am in, again, after having to leave a job I like again, with coworkers upset again I had to go, I've got no one to talk to, or well, barely. I feel lonely a lot. Online friends always end up just deserting me. It's always the same cycle. Always. Everyone moves on, and I am just here, always, at a standstill.

And sure I could try to get a real life.. , I can't be my true self in the real world. So I am not interested. And I don't have money to go out anyway.
So as you can see, I am most certainly, without a shadow of a doubt, a total loser.

Anyway, I didn't come here to vent or share my misery with you. I am fine, all things considered. I'll always be fine. Shit's gonna hit the fan, and all one can do is clean the fan again.. Or something. LMAO And yeah, that swimming line's one I say quite often too. xD

Gahhh I'm so glad you have those items!!!

Can I get the tail, cherubim items, dahlia eyes, and lolita eyes?
= 88k?

Got the muns~. Sending trade. :3

Nankuii wrote:Gahhh I'm so glad you have those items!!!

Can I get the tail, cherubim items, dahlia eyes, and lolita eyes?
= 88k?

Sure, sending trade c:

Nihal wrote:Got the muns~. Sending trade. :3

Sending items, thanks for buying! c:

@Zero: Zero it is c;

Is moving to an area with more job opportunities an option, or would it not really make much of a difference in the long run? I can't really offer any advice or even encouragement that doesn't sound any less hollow than 'yeah you can do it don't give up' I know I myself literally searched and plowed through a whole year of job searching till I was given a real chance.

A poodle with a diamond collar named Ludwig, totally going to happen ok
I'm going to give it matching outfits to my lolita coords too ~

Oh man really definitely Transformers, my next cosplay is probably going to be my own Transformer OC or one of my fav characters <':

It does sound horrid though, what you keep having to go through, nobody deserves that and its quite a scary thing not to have financial stability :c

I do hope things'll turn out better for you, and that in the meantime you can at least enjoy more swimming days than drowning ones c;

So ok you're a perv, still trolling too? :P

Thanks for selling. :3
Have a nice day. :D

Who would have thought there comes a day when I could afford the lolita eyes.. *sob

Haha always glad to help someone get a dream item c;