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Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Apr 25th, '14, 00:16
by mercu
i'm probably going to kill myself eventually.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Apr 25th, '14, 02:28
by ittybittyhippy
I hate my boyfriend's mom to the point that when I'm staying with him at his dad's and she comes to visit, I get a panic attack and have to go somewhere - anywhere she isn't.
Seriously.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Apr 27th, '14, 11:39
by Cobalt
I'm always paranoid that I'm annoying people but they don't tell me. And I'm scared that people talk about me behind my back unu
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Apr 27th, '14, 12:33
by Shia
I'm really paranoid about people's opinion about me. Whenever I do something I later think about it if it was a good or bad decision. I feel bad in a group of people, because I feel excluded.
Also I hate myself for lying to people whether I've got time just because I don't want to meet up. But then again I'm sometimes lonely- that's my own fault. Up until now I couldn't change that about me.
And I'm always afraid that I'm boring and that people talk behind my back.
I'm my biggest critic.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Apr 28th, '14, 22:54
by mercu
ah yes
i've reached that point in the semester where i'm stressing because i'm stressing
and instead of having less classes i now have more classes
and new papers to write
when i already have a fuckton
i hate my plan
i hate this university
i hate my life
ughhhhhh
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Apr 29th, '14, 01:13
by amalath
Can you finally quit? I'm sick of your attention whore attitude. Did you really have to ruin everyone's fun with your complaining and lack of understanding for few simple rules?
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Apr 29th, '14, 10:15
by Alith Anar
Have got my nan with us for a week to help get the house in order and cleaned before the child arrives but she's driving me crazy already... And my partner isn't helping with this situation either... -_-
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Apr 30th, '14, 01:00
by Star_Dust
You have no idea what it's like to be depressed and you seem to think I'm being depressed to specifically try to hurt you fuck you and your stupid obsession with making yourself the victim no one cares enough to waste their time trying to ruin your life.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: May 2nd, '14, 03:19
by Onzou
My depression isn't me wanting attention. This isn't an "act" or me being a spoiled brat. It's something I've had to live with since I was eight - you honestly think my not wanting to get out of bed or eat is because I don't "socialize" enough or have enough friends? I can't tell you the truth about what's wrong, so you assume I'm just trying to get pity or attention.
I'm dealing with conflicting emotions about whether or not I want the person who molested me to lose everything. They're in debt, about to lose their house - everything.
On one hand they're family, and outside of what they did they've always been good to us. But, I still hate them and want them to lose their house, their belongings, everything - and I hope they fail in getting disability so that they can feel as helpless and scared as I did when they cornered me and did what they did.
I feel guilty for thinking this.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: May 2nd, '14, 05:42
by AsheSkyler
I really wish I could unload here all the crap I'm putting up with and how I'm feeling about it. All the crap I've already been through and struggling with PTSD over. I would love some relief and know I could talk about it. REALLY talk about it. Everything, including how nasty my dreams get at night. But even though forum-goers are polite and respectful, nobody else is. All those jerks are teaching me is how to cover my tracks better. I really hate how it's perfectly legal to push someone past their limits and have them committed or arrested for mental instability. God bless our damn judicial system.