Kingdom of Knuffel

My mind goes blank when i'm around people and when I'm stressed.. it's why I did bad in school >A<

Even if I think of something a head of time.. my mind goes blank and I end up rambling instead. ono

Yeah, I always end up sounding stupid when I'm nervous. I once had a job interview with two men that I'd known for at least 6 or 8 years. I flubbed up so bad that I cried all the way home. Then I had a Zoom interview a few months ago. I'd never met any of the people and I'd never used Zoom before. I don't know if I sounded as dumb as I felt, but I didn't get the job.

When I got my current job, it was at a job fair. Big room full of tables with folks from nearly every school in the district. It felt more like a regular conversation than a job interview.

I was never good at talking, unless it was about something I could relate to or that I had a passion for... =w=

Give me a topic on an anime/manga I like, or a tv show/movie I've seen, I'll rattle on and on happily.

Have me be in a serious conversation, or talk about something I know nothing about... I'm doooooomed x-x

ugh... x-x I was sooo close to sleeping through the night... I was SLEEPING!!! and mom just HAD to wake me up. >:x

I somehow have a lot of patience for people. Maybe it's because I have an anxiety disorder but I'm very forgiving when someone is nervous about something or is new to something.
I'm like that in my game too.
Since my rank was always low, I tended to play with newbies despite playing the game for years.
Anytime someone does something wrong, I'm like "It's okay. They're just new. I wonder if I can help them learn >>"
I don't get angry and yell at them.

I find talking to strangers incredibly hard. I find talking physically hard in general because I tend to get my words messed up and I forget what I'm trying to say.
The way I talk to you guys online is like 110% better than how I talk irl xD;
I think my brain is perma-fried due to years of sleep deprivation.

I did notice that when I'm holding or petting an animal, I tend to talk to people easier.
Animals relax me and make me happy.

Floofs are proven to have healing power so it's not surprising.

I'm alright if it's typing to strangers on a forum, unless there's too many and the thread is going super fast.. x-x

I accidentally joined a guild on Ragnarok Origin today. >-> Decided to stay in it because people barely talk. -w- hehe

It takes a lot for me to snap at people. I use to be a moderator for a avatar site.. I was always patient with people, especially the newbies. One newbie, I was trying to calm down.. she was just a flat out troll though, and the site owner just gave up and banned her. Got tired of her crap.

I'll never mod again. Not worth it. I liked banning bots, but dealing with people... no thanks.

I love animals. Not only do they not call me fat and stupid, but they're there for me when people do \8u/
I'll never forget this one cat of mine named Yuyu.
She was not a very snuggly cat but I was sobbing one day and she came up to me and snuggled with me.
I never expected that from her xD

I don't have issues with a lot of talking - I usually try to read what people are saying and respond with something 8u

I've always been more patient towards new people. New to KofK, new to DA, new to DBD - everyone was new once so I try not to be discouraging to people.
It actually pisses me off when people are rude to new people.
Like you were new once so shut up >Bu

I don't know if I was a good mod or not. I think I was definitely the least professional one xD;
I have a short fuse and sometimes I just don't tolerate people.
I did like being a mod, though.
I liked helping people and banning bots \8u/

Banning bots is fun, dealing with the users, was alright... its really the staff drama that happens behind the scenes that does one in. Well.. it did me in.

I remember having a panic attack and all 3 cats came to me to calm me down... They're better at calming people down than humans.. I had tried calling a neighbor and she blew me off.. So the cats took charge.

Mom was the reason of the panic attack.. she and my aunt were going to the store and got rear ended.. x-x I wasn't told how bad it was so I panicked.

I'll never forget someone being new and they kept spamming.
I told them it was against the rules and to stop and they got pissed at me and told me "At least I have REAL friends only you and your anime ones!"
.__.

Animals are good like that. Even cats. My little Kiri was my snuggle buddy. Her dying really hurt. Now I have several cats that appeared after she died. I love them all - even the asshole ones Bu

Yeah, people trigger anxiety attacks with me over dumb stuff.
Like saying "We need to talk about something..." so I panic and make myself sick with worry and they're like "What do you want for dinner 8u"
THAT'S what we had to talk about >Bu!?!?

Moi wrote:
Yeah, people trigger anxiety attacks with me over dumb stuff.
Like saying "We need to talk about something..." so I panic and make myself sick with worry and they're like "What do you want for dinner 8u"
THAT'S what we had to talk about >Bu!?!?

I've accidentally done that to my daughter a few times. One time I even got her boyfriend in on the "fun". I don't remember what I said to him, but it had absolutely nothing to do with any future conversation. Unfortunately, he misunderstood whatever it was that I said, then told my daughter that I'd said I wanted to have a talk with him, and they both stewed over it until she finally asked me what I wanted to talk with him about. I was all, "huh?"

Eventually, I remembered what I'd actually said and cleared things up. And later everybody had a good laugh over it. Eventually.

My mom took my sister to the doctor one time. She called my aunt saying we had to talk about something serious. My aunt asked if it was bad and if it could be fixed. My mom said it was sad and didn't know if it could be fixed.
So i got an anxiety attack and started crying, thinking maybe my sister was seriously ill or going to die.
My mom came home and said my sister may have Autism.
I just stood there like >___________>
You really made me freak out and cry because my sister MAY be AUTISTIC!?!?!?
I thought my sister was dying Bu

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