Kingdom of Knuffel

The good thing at least is that you can help her, Moi. It must be useful having someone in the family who has been through similar stuff before you. At least more useful than being the only one.

I don't remember when she first started talking about her. It's been a while. lol.

She should totes get tested for it. The sooner you get a diagnoses the better. That way she can learn how to deal with it.

Depression is rough. I'm glad she's getting help for it.

Kids are always a pain in the ass. lol.

What kinds of videos does she make?

I try to instill my wisdom in her and tell her how to deal with things that come her way.
I developed depression and Agoraphobia in my early teens, I think.
I wasn't fully diagnosed until I was in my late teens.
I didn't know what was wrong with me.
I never heard people talk about mental illness.
I'm happy that she was born in a time where it's easy to learn about mental illness and it's okay to seek help because people aren't like "WOW YOU'RE CRAZY 8U"

I remember her saying she said she didn't like a boy in her class because he was annoying and the other kids said she was racist because she hated him because he was Mexican.
I told her ">___> ....Well, you can tell them that you have a sister that's Mexican and they can shut up 8u"

She actually got in trouble for slapping a girl's arm away because the girl was pulling her friend's hair and calling her a bitch and she then grabbed my sister's hair so my sister slapped her arm away.
And my aunt told her she shouldn't touch anyone back and just tell the teacher.
I didn't say anything because I didn't think she did anything wrong.
The other girl should keep HER hands to herself.
But then my aunt told me "I feel like a hypocrite because your mom and I used to do things like that when we were in school .__."
I grew up hearing my mom say "You mess with the bull, you get the horns." so if you keep your hands to yourself, there won't be a problem.
I know violence isn't an answer, but I also believe in standing up for yourself.

Sheeeee plays some kind of game. It's like chibi characters talking to each other. I don't really understand it. She also posts videos of her playing these Google Play games. She actually started posting speedpaints.

This is one she just made:
https://youtu.be/9gPx_kKmyjc

You'll be trying to instill wisdom in her for the rest of your life. It's part of having a kid sibling/nibling/whatever.

I am also glad that the world is more accepting of mental illnesses. I remember when I was a kid and it was a bit of a dark dirty secret.

Kids will tease over the most ridiculous things.
Has she expressed any interest in boys and/or girls?

I'm really lucky that some of my teachers really liked me or were not paying attention to me. Cuz I did some seriously fucked up shit in high school. But it was always in response to something. I didn't just hurt people for no reason.

Interesting. She wanna be a youtuber?

Her art is getting pretty good.

I was the same, I used to get into fights defending my friends. The school would suspend me and then my mum would be like "let's go get pizza, I'm proud of you for sticking up for what's right" XD There was always a little "... oh yeah but violence is wrong" at the end just to put in those parenting skills haha.

Mental health is definitely less taboo now. Especially with younger generations. I think some older generations are still sometimes a bit stuck in the past because they grew up with it being a terrible thing that you should hide.
The same as being LGBTQ+. A lot of kids/teens/young adults have the great attitude that it doesn't matter at all what your sexuality or gender is now. while some older people are lagging behind a bit.

I think that senseless violence is wrong. If you're violent to defend the innocent and/or defenseless it's fine.

I'm glad that that kind of toxicity is a lot rarer now. Hopefully it will completely die out soon.

She does want to be a Youtuber. She said she doesn't care about subs, she cares about views so people can see her work.
Which isn't dissimilar to me. But followers are great. And so is money. 8D
She is getting good. My jaw dropped when I saw the art in the video I shared.

She doesn't seem to like anyone yet. She might end up Asexual like me ._.
My mom and aunt are always like "That little boy is cuuuute! You like him 8D?" and she's like ">Bu -doesn't give a fuck-"

I had some shitty teachers. I swear I'm just a punching bag to some people.
But I was a goody two-shoes xD

I was...violent in response to people who messed with me.
The same boys always messed with me and I'd always catch the slowest one.
I ripped his shirts, shoved him, slapped at him, and eventually threw him into a row of desks.
I didn't do ANYTHING to provoke anyone ever xD
But I wasn't going to sit there and do nothing.
My mom said she and my aunt were mean in school xD

My dad used to say "Stop crying! Why are you sad!? You have nothing to be sad about!"
Until he felt the weight of depression himself and he told me he was so sorry and he understands now.

I wish people would just let people be. Especially when it comes to genetics.
No one can choose their genetics. To isolate and ridicule people over things they can't control is just stupid.

That's the whole thing, it's so difficult to understand what it's like to go through something until you go through it yourself. Then and only then you can realise what it was like for that person.

I struggle with that with my illness. Fibro is basically different for everyone who has it. I find it hard to cope in both high and low temperatures, while some people are only bad in cold. I was chatting with someone on a game about the heatwave and how awful it's been here, and she starting off saying something about her fibro and I was like

'someone who will understand!'. Then she went on to add about how the heat really helps her symptoms and makes her feel much better and it was like 'oh, nope, never mind'.

I wish there was an external way to show your internal pain, whether mental or physical. People would be so much more understanding.

There is a way. Making a scene XD but it's not a good way. And it almost never explains anything. Besides people tend to ignore the external things too. They just aren't very mindful in general.

Well make sure that she knows that being a youtuber is really difficult. And it's very rare that you can make a living off of it. So she should continue her education just in case that doesn't work out for her.

Old people are always trying to push little kids into relationships. It's weird.

Oh, I have fibromyalgia too. It super sucks.
The heat makes my pain less but it also makes it impossible for me to breathe.
The cold makes the pain worse but it's a lot easier to breathe.

Have you seen that art project where they show their pain by painting their bodies? It's interesting.

I try to avoid making a scene. I'm enough of a burden without being a nuisance to the public as well.

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