I wasn't talking about you xD
Someone irl told me to be nice back to people who treat me badly.
I did try, but I got pissed off worse.
Yeah, that's how I am - if someone starts it, I'll talk.
But I'm so awkward, I'll smile like an idiot and nod.
I do so many awkward things xD
I've been trying to force myself into not being scared of anything anymore.
I'm so scared of everything and I don't want to live my life this way.
I want to be firm, tough, strong.
My dad's a great guy. My family on my mom's side used to talk shit about him because of his choices and he was Mexican. I was going home one day and someone kept talking about him and I was so pissed, I told my mom I was angry and she told them to never do it again in front of me and they never did xD
I mean they say he's Mexican, and that's horrible, but they mean me too because I'm part Mexican >>
And neither of my parents were perfect - they made a ton of bad choices, but I never once wished I had different ones, and I will forever love my parents to death.
Rosamond: I want to so bad, but I'm so afraid of confrontation.
Last time I got into with them, it resulted in a physical fight.
I held my own and they apologized later, but still >>