Kingdom of Knuffel

the file has no images in the folder they live in so it's hard to say what a brush's well image use is till I put it in gimp

Okay, I think I get it

Hmm, my company closes down the Polish branch...

^^; I tried.


Oh that sucks :(

Kind of. They still want to collaborate with me tho with some minor duty changes (according to them, this may be a big deal for me), and suggested I started an economic activity. I already asked for a draft contract, but so far I received nothing. So I'm nervous and panicked a bit.

So much activity in here ._. Which is good! But I need to reply and read a lot xD

Well, where to start? Ah yes.

mem, I am so sorry to hear that, I hope they can find something for you, it would be the worst if you lost your job :( I wish you the best, keep us on track!

Poshi,
I am soooo relieved to know I am not the only one cleaning stuff when I am drunk!!! I do that a lot actually xD People laugh at me about it, but they're also happy I am like that so they have less cleaning to do xD

I know both, men and women, who want relationships but on the other hand also sex and are open for both.
And I am happy we can speak about it so openly. The people I meet are all pretty much open about it.
I am "friends with benefits" with two guys (hate that term), the one is totally open and we really talk about everything. This started about 1 1/2 months ago. The other one started about 1 year ago (paused when I had a boyfriend and re-booted after the break-up) and we talk about nothing :D Well, nothing concerning sex and the like. Which makes me nervous. I only noticed it bugs me when a friend told me he met other women and I was like - "Hugh, really? I had no idea. When? Why?" Eeeeeer, yea. Kinda killed me x.x Although I meet other men, too. But still, gave me the creeps....

About that date I had - I am happy he told me he wants sex with me, I know that now. But he is constantly telling me that xD So that I get the feeling he is only waiting for me to say "alright, let's do it", as if he endures the dates only to get what he wants in the end. I do not want to sleep with him as I think this way, but I cannot help it, he is kind of attracting ... Do not ask me why.

@Julez: I do hope they will actually give me some work and not that it will only end with promises and then they'll say "okay, we don't really need you, so bye" I was told I'd be working from home and just representing them before authorities (because I really hope they will not make me go around the whole country becuase maybe dog forbid some client will file a lawsuit again, if they do, I'm saying no, sorry x.x). My boss told me it usually takes about 6 months so shut down a branch definitely, but how can I be sure, right?
He also suggested (and I'm not sure if it was his own suggestion or the management's) that I started an economic activity, so we'd work on a b2b contract. But I wonder if he knows that will cost me, and I don't mean the payment for even starting things, I mean all the things necessary for the job. Anyways, I hope I'll receive some draft tomorrow, if not I'll remind my boss about it.
This makes me nervous x.x I feel like this may be an opportunity to start freelancing, but I really don't feel I have anything to freelance with

There's also "shag buddies" (I'm mem, I'm helpful, lol)
Maybe it just never came up in a conversation with him? ;>_>

Lol, maybe that guy's so cheeky that it makes him attractive? XD

@jacob: Oh my, that was close then x.x Glad you made it out alive, but I think it's a smart move to look for new clients, especially it wasn't the first time.

*confetti rain* for the Etsy achievements!

What's etsy ? Something like eBay?

And good luck with her then, I hope she won't be too difficult from now on >.< Hate bad clients, they piss me off. I stayed kind so far though. Good you got the curve, I am proud of you!

mem, I am sure they will find something. And it does indeed sound like an opportunity! You should really keep annoying your boss about a position. He should not get rid of you!

Really, shag buddies? This is unfamiliar, but nice, I learned a new word xD


Oh my, used all my past free days to clean, either my room or the common rooms of our dormitory. My my... Yesterday was a small birthday party and we went partyting afterwards. It was fun, a few guys were interested in me there, but I wanted to dance with my girls only 8)

Probably that's it, because he is cheeky xD
But he is talking about travelling with me for a weekend, or even for 3 weeks (I know Russian, he wants to travel around Russia with me). Which is weird right? Why should he do that with me only to have sex with me? Dunno..

I like shopping on etsy.

@Julez: as far as I know Etsy is an online shop thingy (sort of like eBay I think? someone correct me if I'm wrong?), but I think Etsy is more for selling hand-made stuff. (again, please someone correct me, I've never operated/bought on Etsy nor eBay so I'm #clueless)

Hm, I am not so sure anymore that they will keep me at all, kind of lost my spirit after hearing my boss asking questions I think to a lawyer. I'm too shy to ask for now, I can't prepare a proper sentence to form a question I want to ask, I get too nervous. Plus it feels rude. On the other hand, I'm on that position where I am at "you should be grateful they even want you" kind of thinking. And my therapist will kill me when he hears that XD lol jk I just need to build up some courage to start asking questions I need answered. Q~Q

Well, unless it's out of use now, I really don't know But at least it was a way of describing the relationship

Huh, going from weekend up to 3 weeks is something XD I wouldn't go alone with him if I were you, I'd be too scared of rape. But that's just me and my weird out-of-the-blue anxieties Maybe he sees you as his potential translator and guide, so he can travel AND have some sex with a cool gal


Man, I missed an auction again x.x Meh, wasn't too important apparently