Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 19th, '14, 03:47
It's been one hell of a week... please stop, we don't need anymore stress.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 19th, '14, 08:20
I despise you.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 20th, '14, 03:12
I feel so stress out make me wish I could hide from everyone and not deal with problems. I'm getting tried again it was fine for awhile now it getting to the point I want to cancel my phone and travel a little. I don't know just get away from everything. No one give a crap about my problems why do I have to care about their problems ? But at least I haven't felt like before crying to myself.
They only like to come to me to bitch how life is so horrible all theses problems everyone has problems not just you. It is hard for me to hold it all in sometimes. I get tried and tell them what I would do but I guess that isn't the advice they're seeking.
I tried to help my sister with her stomach problems eat papya and pineapple I heard it help for the stomach. Make it into a shake and just chug it. Eating not healthy is might be a huge problem that why your stomach like that.But I bite my tongue and try not to hurt her feelings all I could tell her my little tips on what I been doing.
I got down to 208 at the moment it kinda feels like I been stuck for awhile really. Everyone stressing me out make me forgetting on what my goal is sometimes. Not like I'm going back to the back junk food life stye but the ice cream seem to help comfort me by forgetting about shit going on. I feel like a pig when I look at the mirror seeing all these fat surrounded by me. I'm gross out how ugly I am. Noone will love someone like me. Why do I bother to try anymore ? I been trying for someone but it is pointless really how my feels and what I would like could never happen. Am I really going to be alone for the rest of my remaining days?
I hate my body soo much if only I could just cut off the parts I hate the most maybe I wouldn't feel like this. Just get the knife and cut off the things that make me ugly. Maybe then someone could really love me. Why do I wish for love? I don't understand it sometimes. We were born alone and will die alone but why does it matter then ? Why can't I be happy ?
I can never be happy cause what I am and how I look . The answer I look for it is from my outside and the inside. Who will love someone FAT and ugly looking like myself ? Someone retarted like myself ?? How can someone love something like me ? I wish I was smart and pretty.
I hate life and everything about it sometimes. But there has to been something good out there right? I wish someone could tell me I am wrong and I'll be happy.
I just came here to vent about how people problems are making me go insane stressing me out. And now I made myself cry wonderful huh? I hate you so much.
I got a headache now. I really do a good job on punishing myself lol. Oh well life is life another day comes and other day goes. Nothing be could be done just try do what you can.
I really want a hug.
They only like to come to me to bitch how life is so horrible all theses problems everyone has problems not just you. It is hard for me to hold it all in sometimes. I get tried and tell them what I would do but I guess that isn't the advice they're seeking.
I tried to help my sister with her stomach problems eat papya and pineapple I heard it help for the stomach. Make it into a shake and just chug it. Eating not healthy is might be a huge problem that why your stomach like that.But I bite my tongue and try not to hurt her feelings all I could tell her my little tips on what I been doing.
I got down to 208 at the moment it kinda feels like I been stuck for awhile really. Everyone stressing me out make me forgetting on what my goal is sometimes. Not like I'm going back to the back junk food life stye but the ice cream seem to help comfort me by forgetting about shit going on. I feel like a pig when I look at the mirror seeing all these fat surrounded by me. I'm gross out how ugly I am. Noone will love someone like me. Why do I bother to try anymore ? I been trying for someone but it is pointless really how my feels and what I would like could never happen. Am I really going to be alone for the rest of my remaining days?
I hate my body soo much if only I could just cut off the parts I hate the most maybe I wouldn't feel like this. Just get the knife and cut off the things that make me ugly. Maybe then someone could really love me. Why do I wish for love? I don't understand it sometimes. We were born alone and will die alone but why does it matter then ? Why can't I be happy ?
I can never be happy cause what I am and how I look . The answer I look for it is from my outside and the inside. Who will love someone FAT and ugly looking like myself ? Someone retarted like myself ?? How can someone love something like me ? I wish I was smart and pretty.
I hate life and everything about it sometimes. But there has to been something good out there right? I wish someone could tell me I am wrong and I'll be happy.
I just came here to vent about how people problems are making me go insane stressing me out. And now I made myself cry wonderful huh? I hate you so much.
I got a headache now. I really do a good job on punishing myself lol. Oh well life is life another day comes and other day goes. Nothing be could be done just try do what you can.
I really want a hug.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 20th, '14, 06:48
Well, fuck you, too.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 21st, '14, 20:53
You must think I'm deaf - considering you keep muttering things barely 2 feet away from me. I just got paid, so what if I want to use $30 of MY money to buy clothes I need.
That also hurt, you pinched my hand in the car door than told me to "suck it up it's not broken". No, it's not broke, but it stung so let me baby it for a second. I didn't say anything about it, I just said "ow" and pulled my hand away. You act like I started crying or something.
And stop walking into my room without asking (doesn't lock) that's three times this week. Once I was actually half naked, second I was about to take my shirt off, and third I had JUST finished dressing. Learn to knock!
And you are not the only one grieving. You act like it's all on you and that it doesn't affect us a bit. The world does not revolve around you. "Why are you sad?" Oh gee, I don't know, my best friend/dog is dead? Am I not allowed to be sad - only you? Is his death not allowed to make me sad at all?
That also hurt, you pinched my hand in the car door than told me to "suck it up it's not broken". No, it's not broke, but it stung so let me baby it for a second. I didn't say anything about it, I just said "ow" and pulled my hand away. You act like I started crying or something.
And stop walking into my room without asking (doesn't lock) that's three times this week. Once I was actually half naked, second I was about to take my shirt off, and third I had JUST finished dressing. Learn to knock!
And you are not the only one grieving. You act like it's all on you and that it doesn't affect us a bit. The world does not revolve around you. "Why are you sad?" Oh gee, I don't know, my best friend/dog is dead? Am I not allowed to be sad - only you? Is his death not allowed to make me sad at all?
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 21st, '14, 22:36
Spoiler
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Posted: Jul 22nd, '14, 00:22
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 22nd, '14, 10:07
Fuck you. All of you.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 22nd, '14, 21:33
I hate being a girl already my 2nd time crying in this week. Is this the price for me to pay dropping all these weight ? 
.....grr I hate crying it is annoying mostly the after headache you get.
.....grr I hate crying it is annoying mostly the after headache you get. Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 23rd, '14, 03:38
We may be "friends" but I am not going to do everything for you. I am not going to hall you around eveytime you want to go somewhere. I am not ever going to lend you money. And most of all I will NEVER EVER move in with you and your man. Ever. I will not baby an adult who is more than capable of getting up off her lazy ass, getting a job, and doing things for herself!
I think you've clogged up my life long enough.
No one needs a leeching friend like you.