Kingdom of Knuffel

Oh, okay, that makes sense That's good it can be written off after some time.

So many posts, that's too much complicated information for me ._.

I had to apply for my master and wait for the acceptation, but this was pretty fast, 1 month or so. But that's okay as I studied sth different in my bachelor's.

Really mem, uni was hell?
It is the best time of my life actually

Here in Germany you can get a sum of money, monthly, for the time of your studies (if your parents do not have enough money). You will have to pay back the half of the amount which will be 10,000 € for me. I think one has 4 years break, then one has to pay the amount of money, either step by step or all together. I am in no financial problems rights now, far from it, but it's not comfy to know that I have to pay all that someday. On the other hand I get 10,000 fror free so yaaay :D

It was hell for me, as I'm anti-social, shy, and with multiple social phobias QnQ

Maybe for you it's better because you're actually a social person

Students can apply for social help, but I don't think you have to pay it back later... but you do need to fulfill many conditions to get it.

Lol XD okay, maybe uni wasn't as bad as high school or junior high but it was still stressfull to me. I still wouldn't socialize even though other girls on my year had similar problems.

Jacob I like your avi, it brings me into a good mood kinda ~

I was never too shy, maybe a bit timid, but I talked to people if I really wanted to. But this changed a lot due to my friends and uni, I communicate more open and with more people, even talk to strangers sometimes. I changed remarkably.

I just wanted to cry today though ._.
Did not get into 2 out of 5 courses... Now I need to wait and see. And top of that I have to work on Wednesday next week... when I have uni. So now I have to call my boss tomorrow, in hope that she will have a solution for that.
And I am sick (sorry for all the whinging xD)
Which is the reason why I cannot go partying tonight.

OH and I forgot to update you on this stupid guy.
We actually wanted to meet yesterday, go to the cinema. I wrote him on Tuesday to ask him whether we still have a date and he totally forgot about it! Can you believe it? He said he's not even in town and that he is sorry. I answered "well done" and nothing more. He wrote "sorry" and a few hours later "We can meet sometime else ;)" - I did not reply either. Come on. Stupid guy. Gr. I won't write him until he writes me
(almost wrote him today, but resisted)

@Julez, I hope everything will be fine with your job/uni situation

Lol, that dude, I'm sorry, but I had to laugh at this XD #guysproblems I keep my fingers crossed that you don't snap and text him, because he doesn't deserve it Just the fact that he forgot means he's not as interested

@jacob: I totally understand you, I'd be exactly the same as you, slightly pissed, because I planned the evening around and then he's back, I'm like whyyyy did you do this to me, now I feel like a bitch ;>_>

I also totally get what you mean jacob, I'm like that sometimes too :D

Julez, I hope your work stuff gets sorted out smoothly! Not getting into courses sucks :( What was the problem, were they just full?
Also, what a jerk!

I'm kind of really frustrated right now with uni too. We have this one important course where we're supposed to implement and analyze a system and they've given us very little specification on how it should work. They said roughly by this weekend we should be about done with implementing (I'm not) and start measuring and analyzing. Well, today we had an exercise class where they were like "here are some tips for implementing" (which were useless, btw) - I was like "why would you tell us those only now and not in the beginning?" in my head... But anyway, they also adressed some questions people had been asking and so it turns out they actually have a much more specific idea of some details of the system than they told us and basically the way I did it is not okay. And he was like "as it is in the requirements", but there's nothing about these details in there, so what the hell? I'm so angry and stressed out right now.
The stuff they're communicating about what they expect is just so terribly inconsistent...