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Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 31st, '14, 20:45
by Ciel-Kun
Why don't you listen to me or your close friends?! We're only saying these things because we care! Stop being ignorant and saying that we're attacking you. We aren't. We're telling you the truth but you won't believe us.
We're just going to give up on you at this point.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 31st, '14, 21:19
by amalath
Why are you doing this to me?
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 31st, '14, 21:21
by Onzou
My mom's in the hospital. She woke up in extreme pain at 4am, and no one would tell me anything. People only yelled at me when I asked questions.
Among other things, I seriously cannot take anymore stress right now. I'm barely able to keep face that everything is hunkie dorie. And it's difficult not to return to the vices I worked so hard to quit.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 31st, '14, 23:45
by Ziraous
I feel very fat and insecure for the past 4 months.
I gained weight due to a medication and I've been trying like crazy to work it off. I was underweight before I gained and now I'm average weight, but I just feel so fat…none of my clothes fit and I truly do not love my body anymore.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Nov 1st, '14, 20:36
by moonlight_sonata
I feel little better now I talk to my mom how I feel. It was so hard for me to do it but feels like a weight was lifted off my shoulders but now another one might becoming soon.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Nov 1st, '14, 22:09
by Ziaheart
I'm scared. Things are finally looking up and I don't want to lose it all just because of my stupid body. I need to take this. A chance like this may never come along again. I need out.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Nov 2nd, '14, 03:11
by Meepy
Everything's falling apart now and there's no way I can pick up all of the pieces.
I think I've been eating less now, and all I want to do is sleep. I wonder what this says about my mindset.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Nov 2nd, '14, 11:15
by Aradiiaa
Jerks. All of you are jerks.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Nov 2nd, '14, 11:42
by Ziaheart
Everything is snowballing.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Nov 2nd, '14, 23:54
by moonlight_sonata
I keep thinking about death and what will I do without my mom ? I'm not a strong person and I don't know how to care for myself. Sometimes try picturing what will be the fastest way to die for me. I like if I had another surgery just die on the table. I don't want to live anymore lately. Feels like someone rip out my heart and just squeeze the hell out of it. So much harder to put on a smile and not cry front of my mom. Why does life have to be so horrible ? Everyone I know has someone be there 24/7. And I'm crying again at least I'm by myself.