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Re: The ₡a$i₦o

Posted: Jun 11th, '21, 03:08
by Moi

She has pure, clean water too \uB</
Mostly she likes drinking from the sink, but she will go in the toilet >>

Yeah, I gotta say that comes to my mind a lot. If I did give birth, the kid most likely will have depression and possibly develop an anxiety disorder.
Not just mental illness either, addiction runs in my family too =_=

I haven't seen my therapist in like two years 8,u
I hope he's okay.
I once asked if he still worked there because people always leave the clinic and they acted like I was suspicious and didn't want to tell me >>


Well, that's good. Kind of. I'm glad it wasn't worse 8ub

Uhhh...Mostly working on drawing stuff in my one weird style I'm trying to make a thing 8u;
Right now I'm working on drawing the MLP girls as humans.

Re: The ₡a$i₦o

Posted: Jun 13th, '21, 00:43
by Sunlight
Probably thinks it's dirty because it's still.

Yeah, though adopting doesn't guarantee that the kids won't have genetic disorders, but they'll be there regardless of whether they're adopted or not.

Oh, weird. Maybe if you tried to make another appointment? Though maybe you don't want to just to make sure he's alright.

Thanks, Moi.

Haha equestrian girls? Which style is this?

Re: The ₡a$i₦o

Posted: Jun 13th, '21, 03:12
by Moi

Maybe. The other cats drink from their bowls.

I just feel like...it'd be my fault my kids would suffer. Like I forced them into life and made them suffer from mental illness. I couldn't stand that.

I could make an appointment. I just haven't because I didn't want to get out due to COVID.
I got my shots now, so I should be fine to go 8u

-hugs- 8u

Uh...It's hard to explain so I'll show you the old sketches I've been using as a reference.
Here they are.
There's like...female nipples on some but they're like...little dots ._.

Re: The ₡a$i₦o

Posted: Jun 14th, '21, 10:03
by Sunlight
Yeah, I've read before that some cats prefer moving water and so it helps if you get them a fountain drinking dish so they won't drink from the toilet. But that sounds super expensive and maybe something people came up with to sell expensive water bowls for cats.

Yeah, I get what you're saying. I don't want to raise a kid because I know I'll mess them up because all parents do no matter how good they are because no one's perfect but I don't think I could handle that.

Yeah! I haven't gotten my second dose but we'll see. Not sure if it's going to do any good since up here they're delaying the second dose and mixing and matching the vaccines but better than nothing, I suppose.

lol I can handle art nips. So are they going to be night mare girls or just similar style and not horror?

Re: The ₡a$i₦o

Posted: Jun 14th, '21, 20:51
by Moi

I've heard that too, actually 8u
I've thought about getting one of those things.
I swear my dad got me one but I have no idea where it went ._.

Yeah, it's an endless spiral of imperfection and guilt.

May your shot be diligent and may you not suffer any negative side effects 8u/

Yeah, just a similar style. I don't know why, but I just love the style xD;
I've tried to change it a little.
I remember Vin telling me a way to make creepy art is to make smaller eyes and so that's when I made those sketches 8u

Re: The ₡a$i₦o

Posted: Jun 16th, '21, 02:29
by Sunlight
Aw, that's too bad. I hope it turns up somewhere. I hear those are expensive.

God, yeah. At the risk of making it about me, I really don't want to go through that.

lol thank you? Like, the vaccine work hard to help make antibodies in my body?

I see. I think big eyes can be creepy, too. I think what's really important is the size of the pupils in contrast of the overall size of the eyes. More sclera, the creepier it looks in my opinion. Oh, and lack of eye-shine.

Re: The ₡a$i₦o

Posted: Jun 16th, '21, 02:45
by Moi

Nah, I'm pretty sure it's gone. It was like...10 years ago xD;
Time flies so fast...

There's times where you can do your best and your kid will turn out terrible.
There's been terrible people who had a good upbringing.
Kinda like betrayal u8

Yes. 8u

To me, I tend to think big eyes are cute. People who have bigger eyes are usually cut to me xD
I like the lack of eye shine, though. Usually happens when someone is dead.
I've noticed some yandere characters lose the shine when they're in crazy mode, though 8u

Re: The ₡a$i₦o

Posted: Jun 16th, '21, 22:02
by Sunlight
Aw, that's a shame.

Oh, definitely. But it's hard not to wonder if it wasn't you.

Right? It's creepy. But I think big irises are cute. Big eyes with mostly white with a little dot of pupils in the middle is creepy.

Re: The ₡a$i₦o

Posted: Jun 17th, '21, 02:05
by Moi

I know, right? I don't think we threw it away and definitely didn't give it away so I dunno what happened to it ._.

It is hard. And it's hard when people blame you for being a bad parent when you weren't.
In the end, when a child becomes an adult - it's on them the kind of person they want to be.

I don't know if I can truly make creepy art :\
I want to, though.

Re: The ₡a$i₦o

Posted: Jun 18th, '21, 07:28
by Sunlight
And you haven't moved? It must be around some place, then.

It's true. But I think it'd be hard for me to wonder if there wasn't something I could have done different or better.

Why not? I'm sure you could.