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Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Nov 6th, '14, 20:42
by silvermillenium
I want to fall in love.
I really want it.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Nov 6th, '14, 22:06
by moonlight_sonata
I wish didn't over think things and make myself so sick. I wish didn't have to worry so much. I want someone to hug me right now. I hate my thoughts and feeling and worries get the best of me.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Nov 8th, '14, 11:32
by Ziaheart
I'm just destroying my body.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Nov 8th, '14, 17:46
by Holly
After months self-harm free I have relapsed and bad. I miss being able to talk to someone about it, but ever since I stopped going to therapy I've felt like I can't go back
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Nov 9th, '14, 01:24
by Poshi
Can you find the strength within yourself to leave her and return to me? It sounds like you're unhappy. Why did you have to come back and tell me all these things. You're undoing all my good work forgetting about you. What just happened feels like a dream. I'm disorientated. If it ends and you come back to me, should I even give you another chance? One day you have to leave for America. We can't fall in love again. It will hurt when you go.
I really hope you're not the only man I'll ever love or that'll pose problems, although I'm glad I was yours just as you were mine.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Nov 9th, '14, 01:35
by Moi
You didn't do anything to cause this. No one did. I know I would never have chose this. It just happens, you can't do anything about it. But it makes me sad you think it's your fault somehow.
I'm so loyal that I guess I'm blinded when it comes to what you've done. I still don't understand it. But I don't want you to go away because I need you and I don't want you to be in pain.
I want to fix things and I get so upset because there's nothing I can do to change it. I want to be able to change anything I want. I guess I want to be a god and I can't be. And I don't blame God like I used to. I realize some things need to happen, but I still don't like it and I want to change it anyways. It's so conflicting and annoying.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Nov 9th, '14, 02:35
by AstaTheBroken
I would GLADLY trade the opportunity to sue for a five minute, no-holds-barred cage match with you, for the chance to do to you what you could have done to someone I love.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Nov 9th, '14, 03:41
by Poshi
Ok, it's actually not fair that you get to make the ultimatums when you've hurt me as well. This makes me angry. Now it's the just the question of who can I live without. I don't want to choose.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Nov 10th, '14, 06:09
by Ziaheart
I feel so disgusted.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Nov 10th, '14, 11:42
by jacobgrey
I'm tired of everything hurting all the time and having to be the one that works everything out. And of getting excited for things only for them to not work out or be a disappointment. I just want to have the time to do the things I love without starving for lack of money.