This actually reminds me of Ash's sister trying to be vegan. Her dad and Ash were all joking and mocking her. Though I have to say, she was a mean little bitch with saying she won't eat the meat. She was calling us murderers and what not. Not nice of her. Needless to say her veganism didn't last long, now she doesn't even want to look at vegetables xD

No, I'm afraid they will never show any understanding. It's a mindset of theirs - forgive at all cost, no matter how much the person has hurt you in the past. Just pretend it never happened, even though that person never showed any remorse for what the've done. You can spit in their faces and they'll pretend it's rain.
I, on the other hand, am learning my own worth and how to see and appreciate myself. And I learn that I should care for myself a little more than for others in some circumstances. And in this example: I'm mentally and physically sick from spending time with my sister in any shape or form (face to face; chat; e-mail; phone call), so I care about my health and I try to avoid the cause of my sickness. But my family doesn't get I don't exaggerate and they never will. They don't even want to understand, they just tell me I'm the odd one, because she's my only sister, she's family, I can't do that etc. And it hurts, knowing she's done so much evil to the family and they forgive her, but I'm the bad one because I'm not like them.

Oh wow, that is not nice. I generally dislike people who think they are doing it the one and only right way and are preaching for veganism e.g.
I hate that if vegans do it. Or if omnivores do it. Does not matter to me, preaching is always wrong in my opinion. One should eat what one is comfy with. Or thinks it is right.
But I remember you telling that she was a bitch xD She hid something in her room right? And she was using tons of make-up, right?

Oh no, I am sorry to hear that you think this won't change..
:(
Coming home feels like torture then, huh?
Oh man. I do not know what to say except that I think you are doing the right thing for yourself.
Some people are so close-minded that they cannot take on other people's perspectives; it looks like your family belongs to this category..

I agree, preaching is wrong. I mean, a healthy discussion with mutual respect to share your point of view - sure. Calling people names or getting angry with them for not doing thing the way I want it - not cool.
I think it was Ash frantically looking for cigarettes in her room, on her dad's request XD Not sure tho. *shrugs* (I think she was considering buying an e-cigarette, chatting about it with a friend on facebook, and her dad and Ash both freaked out-her dad stalks her social media accounts and she doesn't even care enough to log out . Ash is like: "if I ever catch her/my children on smoking, I'll make them smoke a whole pack at once. They won't even glance at cigarettes ever again" me: that's extreme, you want them to get cancer? ;>_>) Yeah, she's a meanie XD But she's 16, let's hope she grows out of it. At least she's not a complete idiot and bitch. When she's in a good mood (and 16 yr-olds are pretty moody to begin with)
Since then I've heard she slightly moderated the make up use, so that's good. I hope.

Well, it's not like I talk to granny that much. Often times she just annoys me I know I sound very ungrateful, but I just don't like it when people only talk to open their mouths. Maybe I'll understand her when I'm her age, but come on, I tell her I'm going to shower and she randomly starts telling me a whole story about her dentist appointment she had that day. Like come on, I have long hair, it's late, it'll be still moist in the morning if I waste another 15 minutes listening to that story x.x
And any time she can randomly pop into our room and tell us the good news that is something concerning my sister. Like I cared. Srsly, better call your friends, granny, 'cause I don't give a damn about that bitch's life ;>_> I have an impression that she tries to convert me to their side with this (like "look! she passed some stupid nail care exam! she's smart! she's good! join us!"). It's stupid, but that's how it feels, and granny's domain is emotional manipulation. Well, not this time, it won't work >n<*
Thank you. I'm glad I don't come accross as a mean bitch who hates her sister and hurts her family (my brain sometimes says so, I try not to cave). It sure does feel like it's never gonna change and all I can do is to agree to all that, that I'll always be the bad one from now on.

Oh, did I tell you guys that I finally got my diploma on Tuesday? (I can't remember)

Thank you! *reluctant confetti rain*

Noo you haven't told us! Congrats on that!!!
*huge confetti rain*

I finally took care of my knuffel again and another one reached level 100!!

Good to hear she restricted her make-up use a little ^.^
I do not know whether smoking a whole paket of cigarettes will help her, but I've heard a few people say that actually xD

No no, you are totally right here. I agree with everything you said concerning your family and also the discussion thing. :)

Thanks The photo I gave them was bad tho

Oh, yay, *confetti rain* for that!

Yeah, I was actually surprised to see her face without make-up on Sunday, I was like "wow, I can see your zits and pimples and they're not covered with cheap concealer O.O" (because you know, they were still visible with the concealer on), of course I didn't tell her that XD
I'm pretty (but not entirely) sure she smokes anyways, she drinks booze for sure tho, she's not even hiding it Well, if it works, then maybe it's something to consider when you catch your kid on smoking next time XD

Thanks, this really means a lot to me QwQ

Oh wow :D
Ah right, people using concealer although one can see every black spot.. *sigh*

Yeah.... XD

Congraats <3


-throws sparkly confetti-