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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jan 11th, '15, 20:22    
Cat

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I'm so annoyed right now... he's so good at pissing me off. :mcmeh:

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jan 12th, '15, 15:57    
jacobgrey

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I was in so much pain this morning, I took the day off. Ever since I made the decision to stay home I'm feeling fine. I know the pain is coming around now, so now I'm kinda scared that today was just something psychosomatic to get me out of going to work and tomorrow the pain is really going to start and I'm going to have to go in anyway.

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jan 13th, '15, 01:06    
Cat

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I feel sort of lonely lately...

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jan 14th, '15, 04:25    
Ziaheart

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I feel so burnt out...

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jan 14th, '15, 11:35    
mercu

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if you want my help with something just fucking ASK and lay off your passive aggressive bullshit. i can't stand it, and it just makes me angry. doesn't make me want to help you in the fucking least.

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underneath it all, we're just savages
hidden behind shirts, ties and marriages

i'm not afraid of god
i am afraid of man

you can keep the last of me
i don't care, i am obsolete
you have seen the last of me
wring my neck, i won't feel a thing
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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jan 14th, '15, 19:29    
jacobgrey

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Just wanna stay home with you. If it gets bad again I don't know what I'll do because you are my only sanctuary right now.

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jan 15th, '15, 19:23    
Lotus Locust

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I just want to meet you again, just once.
I want you in my life, not as someone in the distant past.
I want to feel big things again. :mccry:
COME TO ME!! :mcargh:

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jan 15th, '15, 19:34    
Popodoki

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I have sent you 7 messages over the course of 3 days. I have already resigned to asking your sister to tell you that I'm trying to get a damn answer to my one question. Are we going to hang out tomorrow or not? A simple yes or no would suffice! Am I looking way more forward to this than you are, again?

Best friends don't really ignore their best friends, you know.

Time and time again it happens and each and every time I'm stuck thinking about how it's always me contacting you first, and how I always feel like I have to pester you to get decent answers back. How at times I have even wasted tickets and money on getting canceled on at the very last second. How some of our conversations really feel so one-sided that it drains me to the point of thinking 'I do actually want to keep talking about this subject, but what's the use.' You're not responding to half of it, and when you do it's in 2-3 word sentences. And half of the time you suddenly just poof. Logged out in the middle of our conversation.

I should not be feeling like this, but sometimes you make it hard not to. The thing about facebook chat is that I CAN SEE THAT YOU READ MY MESSAGES. I wish I couldn't see the whole 'read at ...' thing because most of the times it really pisses me off. But all of the times it hurts. It hurts to see you're online on fb, that you've read my messages and then you log out 4 mins later and I still haven't received a reply. Oh but you sure took the time to share a funny image on your timeline, good for you. That was worth your time. And I'm not.

I saw you 'read' my messages twice over the last 3 days. We made the plans to go out tomorrow on Jan 1st. That's 2 whole weeks ago. I've been asking you if we're still on for it since Sunday. Part of me wondered if you were still really struggling with your back and you were too afraid to let me know that it'd hurt to sit on the train or such so you didn't really want to go anymore but 1. you should really know that you could tell me anything and I would understand completely and 2. your sister told me you had an early shift to day so I'm thinking it's unlikely that you're still having back issues.

The fact I have to learn it from your sister though. Yes you guessed it, it hurts. Why do you suck at communicating so motherfucking badly? And why oh fucking why do you make me feel like I'm the only person you actually suck at keeping up to date and communicating with so badly? It hurts goddamnit it hurts why why why!!

I think of you as my best friend, in this whole wide world. But what the hell am I to you that you can't even get back to me in two whole fucking weeks? Do I exhaust you or something? If so I'm going to be real fucking ironic or whatever it is and say that I'd rather you tell me that talking to me exhausts you. Then I'd keep my 'pestering messages' to a bare minimum- but oh wait I already do! c':

Oh my god seriously I could go on and on about this for hours on end but really all I need you to know, instead of this word vomit, is just that

best friends don't ignore best friends

unless they're not actually best friends


and you're sure as hell ain't making me feel like you think of me as your best friend. Or even a close one. And that hurts.

and I am so not wasting 12€ on a train ticket again then being told that you can't go tomorrow at like a quarter to fucking midnight again after sending you 24 text messages to which you give me 3 back again you get back to me right now goddamn you!!!!

oh, and another thing, dare I say it: I have a little suspicion you either forgot to get me a christmas gift, or if you have thought of it that it's going to either be a recycled gift that you once got or even used, or some trinket you've put 0 thought in. Again. Isn't it sad that I have that thought? Doesn't that tell you something? Maybe that should tell me something...ugh but when we actually do get to hang out you're such an amazing person I just don't get it why why do you do this to me

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jan 16th, '15, 09:42    
Ziaheart

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Ziaheart

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Am I too obsessed with you? I don't want to be one of those girls who only has time for her boyfriend, but I may be one of them already.

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jan 19th, '15, 15:34    
Popodoki

Popodoki

Joined: Jun 18th, '08, 13:34
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Mood: #TFnation23
Location: Belgium
I'm so scared for you :c

I feel like I'm running out of things to say, and I'm not getting across how much you really mean to me and one day my words won't be enough. At the same time I don't want you to push on just for me, feeling like you owe it to me for some reason. I don't want that. I want you to do it for you! But then again I feel like that's so easy for me to say, that my words are really just empty promises because I can't actually ever help you with something so deep and personal. I know people who have won the battle and I know plenty that haven't, and still I know nothing about that very thin line in between those two outcomes...

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