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Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: May 14th, '15, 08:35
by ραριℓℓση ηιтєѕ
Spoiler
We're so close...hell...we've been together for...almost two years now.
Couple more months and it'll be two years.
I trust you with my life, I trust you more than...anyone in the whole world.
So why...why do I still have dreams about you cheating on me?
Why do I still find my paranoia creeping out from the recesses of my brain and making me think you are betraying me?
I wish I could be there...I fucking wish I could be there...
...I think about you asking me to marry you a lot...
It makes me happy.
I know you think it's silly and we both agree it's still to early, but I can't help but smile...
;/////;
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: May 14th, '15, 11:26
by Ziaheart
I should let you... no, force you to leave me and find someone who shares your vision for the future but I'm too selfish to. You made me so happy when you ran to my side when I needed you, even though I never told you I needed you. And yet, my paranoia is still here. I don't think I'll ever get rid of it. It's not fair for you. But here I am, still being selfish and keeping you here with me. Letting you waste your time on me.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: May 15th, '15, 10:14
by mercu
the world is a broken mess, people are a bunch of stupid fucking assholes and life is hard.
expectations are too much, fitting in is too hard and i will never be happy.
i don't even know who i was kidding when i was trying.
death is the only option to avoid being a miserable wreck.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: May 15th, '15, 17:51
by Popodoki
I don't think you'll ever realise how much you mean to me
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: May 15th, '15, 19:25
by KimiLavender
I will sit here and cry for a hundred years
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: May 16th, '15, 01:24
by Ziaheart
I'm a mess when you don't call. I hate how needy I am.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: May 18th, '15, 06:49
by Bishojo Chibi
I'm afraid I wont live up to my own expectations, and that I'll die horribly...
I fear being alone
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: May 18th, '15, 11:47
by jacobgrey
I can't keep getting up every morning just to come here. I need to get this new work. So much rests on it and I don't know if I'll be able to keep it up later, but I have to try otherwise I'll be trapped here. Getting this role is my only option to be gone after a month, and I need to get out of here so bad. If I don't get this I don't know how long it will be.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: May 19th, '15, 02:47
by Ziaheart
If I'm not allowed to worry for you, then don't bother telling me things that you know will worry me.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: May 26th, '15, 10:03
by jacobgrey
Really want the pain to go away. I could sleep for a week right now. I keep waking up all night long in pain, and I'm waking him up too which isn't fair. And then I have to come to this stupid job that I hate anyway and sit in pain for no reason. So glad it's a four day week.