Exactly. I have to feel completely at ease with somebody to hug them, and have to know i can trust them to cuddle. I'm missing that. :}

What's not to like about cuddling? Cuddling is awesome.

@Dream: Answering your question, I'm fine I guess. Been a bit down lately, but overall I'm okay. At least I think I'm fine. Anyways, it's not the end of the world
I'm looking for a job... But I should be able to meet with my bff this Thursday, so yay ^^

If I don't know if I can trust the person I always get stuck in my own thoughts while cuddling and it irritates me to the point I start moving a lot.

Sorry to hear you've been feeling down, and yay for meeting up with friends. :}

I've never been in such a cuddling situation I guess x.x But I think I get it.

Let's be honest, I feel down pretty often xD Just one friend, but it's enough

I pop my head into this thread and I see cuddling. XD

Mika! *confetti rain*

@jacob: Aww, I feel you, truly D: I'm sorry it takes so long and even more sorry that there's basically nothing you could do to change it. And even talking with your partner about just feelings like that sounds like opening Pandora's box, because they get so defensive (at least mine does) x.x So you can only complain like to almost no one, and so you bottle it up and it gets worse... But luckily it's just this week working at the office, right? Then you won't get triggered by anyone's preggy belly or children after that.

What about the idea that you could propose to him :)? If you both want it anyway, why don't you go for it :) ?

mem, I hope you feel better soon :)

Alright, I am getting old, I was hungover all day long yesterday :D

@Julez: Once Ash told me if a girl proposed to him, he would feel humiliated or something like that. Anyways, a negative reaction. So I know not to do it, gotta be patient XD

@jacob: Ash also wants to get a good job, our own apartment first and all that. But he's not very open about talking about it, I know it all from a very big drama I think from last year or something like that x.x Guys have the tendency to think of babies as sad duty and responsibility than joy. They see all the expenses instead XD
But I noticed he's not so grumpy when I notice kiddos and tell him to look, or when I show him some baby clothes and such. Recently he even confessed that he's seen a beautiful little girl someday, like huge bue eyes, long blond locks "she looked like a little angel", his words, not mine. He even wanted to compliment to the girl's mother, but then he realized he looks like a perv in that long rain coat, like he could flash the child with his genitals any second, and people are super worried about pedos nowadays, so he decided to gush over the girl in his mind only xD
And then I was like "so you do look at children." Ash: "yes, but only the pretty ones" XD So picky, omg, even with kids, lol.
Plus, I also saw him smile at babies a few times
I think he'd be an awesome dad, even few days ago he said he wanted to be the father that he wanted all his life, since he never actually had a father. ... I wonder how we got to that topic that day tho XD