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Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 12th, '15, 01:01
by Moi
I'm not interested in a relationship really and I'm finding out I have no sexual desire for anyone.
Just thinking about doing sexual things repulses me and I just hate being touched in general.
I want to believe that if I meet someone I truly care about, maybe I'd be interested...
My dad has told me he would love to have a grandchild so his bloodline could continue, but he said I don't HAVE to have a kid.
But I want to make my parents happy and give them a grandchild.
I've always really wanted to adopt a kid, though. I think that's better than birthing one because those kids want a family and NEED a family. Plus the earth is overpopulated...But I don't know if my parents would love them the same...
I'm already 26, I feel like it's way past time to have been married and had a kid.
I've never dated or had a boyfriend or even had my first kiss ._.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 13th, '15, 18:35
by jacobgrey
So today I spent an hour crying in the toilets. Not only did no one notice I was gone, they also didn't notice I was upset. And the boss who made me cry just came by my desk after and handed me a new task like nothing had happened. I can't handle this place.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 15th, '15, 00:16
by Moi
No matter what the issue, I always feel like it was my fault.
Like I could have known and stopped it ahead of time somehow...
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 15th, '15, 08:43
by Hana-chan
I feel like I try to be a really nice person, I forgive most, I don't go off on a lot of people. I don't get upset easily. But when I do, it just makes me feel like the worst. I can say and do the things I never would of thought of actually doing in person. It makes me feel like I'm a horrible person.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 17th, '15, 00:48
by Nyx_Isil
I suffer from Social Phobia and six years ago I started to have eating disorders. The situation is getting worse every day and I don't know how to tell it to my mom...
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 17th, '15, 15:30
by Kipkn
I think, on some level, I despise my coworker and my boss. I think I've been lying to myself, insisting that I like them, and just pretending that the bad stuff doesn't happen. They are hateful in a very religious way. They were talking earlier this week about how they think going to Pluto is wrong (in essence) "because Jesus".
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 19th, '15, 14:49
by Alith Anar
I hate being here. I don't mind the fact that I get to do next to nothing at home on my own nearly all day during the week, but I hate that I feel that I cannot go out or do anything that I would really like to either because I have no clue about where I am or where the things I want to do are, or the fact that even if I were to find these things I have no money to do them... I have no real friends anymore. We only ever go and see your friends and occasionally my family... I want to live closer to not only my family, but both of our friends. We are so isolated here that it's not even funny, but you don't seem to care. I am not comfortable here and I don't think I ever will be.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 22nd, '15, 06:14
by Errisa
I wish I was smart enough to do what I really want. I feel like I am lying to a big part of me because I know I'm not going to be smart enough to reach that.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 23rd, '15, 16:31
by mercu
i am the biggest fucking trash pile to ever trash 8D yay!
i don't really want to die at the present moment but i feel like i fucking deserve to
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 24th, '15, 01:40
by Moi
I don't allow myself happiness because I'm afraid it getting taken away.
Which is dumb, but I keep doing it.