I'm freezing

I'm at home, but my grandma likes to feel like she's in a freezer, apparently. Window opened all day long, I had to put on warmer clothes, because if I'd turn the heating in my room up, I'd be boiled and there would be no air in the room. So yeah, I think granny is in a constant state of climacteric, she's too hot all the time. And the cold air goes all over the floors in the whole appartment. I'm wearing warm socks. And still flippin' freezing I hate my grandma sometimes.
Or this morning: I was fiddling with the laundry on the dryer, and she comes in (I had the door open, because why not) and without a word she sits on the toilet. I'm like "uuh, how about wait a sec? x.x" and she tells me "but I really have to". So I'm wondering why she didn't get up BEFORE her alarm went off, if she really had to go that much? BEsides she could've just said "Mem, can you let me pee, because I really have to?" Like, communication, basics, you're making me uncomfortable, omg x.x
Lol, sorry, ranting and complaining again. I'm a bit frustrated at the job offers, there's literally nothing -.-

Oh mem this dude sounds like a total creep! Good that you blocked him!

Sorry that I disappeared, I was very busy... I still am xD But now I have a little time.. one of my classes does not take place today, so yaaay, a little more time this morning ^.^ I even decided to sleep in, but I was awake at 7.45am :)

Going to make breakfast now and then start doing something for uni.

This evening there's going to be a "party" for all the people taking a guitar course, I guess there will be max 30 people around. Plan is to go dancing afterwards. Let's see :3 I am totally in the mood for it!
I have to skip our bar night for it though, but my colleagues were great, they say it's fine if I skip it today :)

Ugh, I couldn't find anything I wanted/needed during the sales on cyber week/black friday...

IKR!

Sounds you're busy with just partying around already, but I'm sure you're also busy with other stuff

I couldn't sleep last night, kept tossing and turning. And I think I overdid it with reading about rats. I dreamed of the forums and havign 5 male rats and trying to name them x.x

Haha, indeed, seems like you were thinking about rats too much xD

I am partying a little more, but as I am only partying in the late evenings I do not waste this time as I usually cannot study late anyway. And I still wake up early. I just need to sleep a litlte more one day per week, that is okay.

Today I ended up cleaning my whole room instead of studying, but that's fine xD

Yeah, but I think I'm stressed or something. I couldn't sleep last night either and I had an ugly nightmare of spiders being all over me in a forest and being covered in spider webs all over my body, just yuck x.x

Sounds organized like hell x.x I wish I could be as organized.

Lol, no excuses next time, unless you'll make another mess or just start cleaning the windows XD

Oh no :( This sounds like a total nightmare! I would have freaked out.
I do not mind spiders, but I hate spider webs xD Totally weird.
Could not sleep so well tonight either.
But the night before was good :)
My eyes feel so tired today.

But at least I already did everything for today :) And it is not even 5pm yet :3
Which supports your statement of me being organized :D I totally am. But also stressed a lot due to it. I usually aim too high.

Haha, but I really needed to clean the room :D But now it's totally fine :P

It totally was, I'm arachnophobic x.x And it was weird, because I was walking around that forest with 2 other people and somehow I was the only one unable to see the spiders/spider webs until I was already covered in them x.x
I woke up shook and had only one thought in my mind: get a hug from Ash who was sound asleep... I had to settle for hugging his back tho But at least I immediately felt safer and fell right back into sleep.
But it's funny spider webs freak you out but not spiders xD
Sorry you didn't sleep well tonight, I feel you. I think I'm being anxious about many things recently (like xmas incoming, my one contract ending on January 8th and I wonder if they'll still need me afterwards, searching for the job, waiting for the rats), maybe that's why. I was waking up during this night as well.

Meanwhile I didn't even exercise today... I'll probably stretch before bed though, because I think I overdid it with cardio and everything yesterday, my thighs and booty were a bit achy while just walking x.x
And I wasted a lot of time watching the youtube channels, a lot of How To ADHD (I don't think I have it, but well, curiosity, research, helpful stuff with creating characters... that stuff, no one gets me so far XD) and TedEx... BUT, I did go to the second recruitment meeting with the Language School, they actually want(ed) me, but the rates weren't so great and since I care about the money, I said I'd give them an answer until tomorrow. Then I talked to Ash about their conditions and he offered to ask them for a draft/model conratc in order to write down some questions if they happen and make everything clear before signing, because I was willing to try it out... But the HR lady wasn't pleased (I think). She told me I can read the contract in their office and asked me when I could come... So I'm a bit put off, becaus eshe could've offered to show me a model contract when I was there this morning x.x Or I could've asked for that then, but I didn't think about it tbh. So just wrote her that I just wanted to read it and write down some questions in order to be ready to just sign it... But she didn't reply, so I have a feeling they'll just "gracefully" ditch me XD
On the other note, I got a response from a Translation company, I applied for Language Game Tester (basically last stages of game localization, mainly proof reading) but she offered to make a translation sample since they are also looking for a translator and I am working as one still, 2 + 2 = 4 and stuff. So I replied that I'd gladly make a sample translation. (I didn't notice they are searching for a translator, oops... x.x)

/so many dead emojis in this post, lol

Edit: Just got back the translation samples, they look so awesome! And a bit challenging I SO want that job already XD *crosses her fingers to do her best and get it even tho it will probably and hour away to get to the offices*